♥Evonne.O

Thursday, July 17, 2008Y

okays. today not much of a mood to blog actually. just came to blog for the sake of blogging ya. donte noe wad happened to darling . sms in a very not good manner . well , im alright with it . ie believe he will be alright tml morning. might be some problems with his studies . ie should be more understanding instead of unreasonable. dearest darling , im sorry if ie did anything wrong .hope ue will be reading this post.is there anyway except for words to show how sorry i'm ? can ue sense that im afraid to lose ue everytime ie hug ue so tightly ? yes, ue gave me a very big sense of security, but on the other hand , ue oso am showing the side that ue will leave me anytime. darling, tears flowed down for ue uncontrollably. iie donte know whye. when ie msn ue and ue didnte reply, im afraid. ie might sms ue like just other normal days. but can ue sense the sense of sadness brought along this time round ? darling , since the moment ue bought the rings , ie knew ue are someone ie can rely on for a lifetime. things ue said n ue planned made me feel very secure with ue. even my mummy aint saying anything when she saw the name in the ring. this shows that she's allowing it bahhs .first time when ie indirectly tell her im attached , she's not saying things like "cannot. ue need to break up immediately" this goes to shows that she is ready to accept ue. darling , ie just wanted to say no matter is she gg to accept ue anot , i will still be with ue till the end of the journey

donte really noe wad gotten over me today. ie just noe that ie donte wante to lose darling so easily over some silly n stupid things. its been such a long time since ie blogg-ed so long le. if ue really can sense it, ue should be able to see how much ue mean to me. from the moment we celebrated our first month onwards , ue have become the gravity of my life. ever wondered whye im so quiet on the flyer ? im actually thinking about the past one month we have been tgt . ie reflected , saw the bad n good things. recalled the ups n downs. ie really felt like crying that day. but ie told myself im not gg to cause it was our big day. like wad ue have told me before, r/s is filled with ups n downs. ie m not gg to be pulled back by those downs but instead pushed by those . ie noe ie still have many more months to spend with ue. but ie just feel like saying alot of things now. ie really really love you alot till the extend that ie can give up my life. if this moment god is giving me a choice between ue n me to carry one in life , ie would choose ue. ie wante ue to replace me to see the beautiful things on earth .ie rather stand silently at one corner and look at ur smile everyday. the way ue smile really makes me feel very touched . it was that smile which makes me fell in love with ue .ie would love to see the smile every single day.

ue might be wondering whye my post is only in one shade of colour . because ie cant be colourful when ue are down. ue control my emotions. when ue are happy , ie will automatically be happy. ue are the first guy whom ie wanna show to the whole world how much ie love ue & how much ie cant lose ue. tears just comes down by itself without me asking them to . ie really cant afford to lose ue. really , if im to choose between ue or me to carry on with life, my decison will be ue.

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愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。