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Thursday, August 23, 2012Y

officially 21year and 3 months old.
life has been not so smooth sailing for me for the past 2 months.
we have officially broke up for 2 months and 2 days.
oh god.
cried like a fucking mad dog for you the other day.


E.O 
sometimes cold, sometimes hot.
i dont even know what you(I) want.
blowing hot and cold seems to be your style.
its alright anyway.
have already expected such ending right from the beginning. 
we were never meant for each other.

you are blissfully married.
blessed with a cute daughter and a happy family of three.
though you may tell me that you and her lead life separately,
but woman's intuition tells me otherwise.


its alright.
like what i've told you the other night.
even if anything were to happen,
i would not let you know.
cos im not that kind of girl/woman who would use certain things to tie a guy to my side.


im not the greedy kind,
all i needed was someone who could make me feel comfortable being around with,
someone who would listen to me rant,
someone who would be there for me when i needed.
despite the fact that you were never there for me,
i still enjoy being around you,
cos its comfortable.
happy 2nd week of unknown and complicated relationship to us.


idk whether will we be able to survive till the 3rd week.
but i hope we can keep the comfortable feeling with each other for as long as possible.


from now, till then.... 

12:17 AM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Thursday, August 16, 2012Y

16082012.

5 more days, and we have already been seperated for 2months.
i know that for these past 2months, things have been getting on well for you.
i know im unable (or rather, we are unable) to get back together anymore.
i know perfectly well deep down, that you are better off without me.
and maybe perhaps, i am also better off without you.


09082012.


the day i got to know E.O.
for the past 1 week, things have been getting on quite well for us.
the only negative thing about this whole thing, is the fact that he is already taken.
with a 10month old daugther, a 1 year plus marriage.
i just dont want to be the third party and break up this whole thing.
despite the fact that he and his wife are not in love, but only tgt for the sake of the daughter.


my life is in a mess.
i just want the bits and pieces to be back together once more.

4:54 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。