♥Evonne.O

Monday, November 24, 2008Y

monday blues ....
its after lunch .
n im feeling so sleepy ~
super uber sleepy . =(
guess i had a heavy lunch ba ?

hmms .
just finish clearing the stuff my manager gave me this morning.
hahas.
super uber difficult to find lohhs =(
nevertheless ...
i also managed to clear it.
but those that i really cant find ,
i sort of just *THROW* back to my manager =X
hahahs ~
plain surfing net now.
cause my SHIFU is not around ~
weeahwee ~

hmms .
fking bored =X
hahas .
siianned siol bodoh.
seems to be my favourite line nowadays ~
hahas.
i waiting for my pay to come !!!!!
shit luhs ~
6th is SATURDAY ~
8th IS PUBLIC HOLIDAY.
WTFFFFFFFFFF =((
no pay ?
SOBS ~ T.T
i wanna drown the whole singapore !
HMPH =X

tml i will only be in office for HALF DAY ~
yippppppeeeeee ~
got medical appointment mahhs .
hehe.
yeahhhhhhh =)
YIPPE YAH YAH YIPPE YIPPE YAH ~
LOLs .
im too bored le.
off to work again =(
goodbye ~

3:47 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Thursday, November 20, 2008Y

life back at work aint as bad.

though i still cant really cope with the work

but i guess i will get the hang of it soon ~

i've got my own desk.

unlike in the dialouge room.

although having a personal desk is good.

but i still enjoy the noise-ness inside the room. =(

hmms.

im gg to take over the eugina le.

hahas.

she's gg over to ubs instead of me.

hahahs.

but sitting in the office aint any better =(

sighs.
needa face the com every single minute.
but oso might be a good thing ?
cause im able to keep in contact with my peeps ~

hmms ....
actually taking over eugina's accounts not that bad bahhs ?
i saw her AMs .
think they quite friendly oso .
wahahahas
got to get back to work le.
piles of it coming ~

4:49 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Wednesday, November 19, 2008Y

call me a slut ,

say i sleep with guys easily.

GO AHEAD.

i wonte be bothered.

u wanna ruin my reputation.

FUCKING GO AHEAD WITH IT.

if one day u ever see me hit the headlines.

donte fucking come apologise to my parents or my family members.

I FUCKING MAKE SURE YOU WILL REGRET FOR LIFE.

DONT COME SAY SORRY.

YES, I HAVE AN ISSUE WITH YOU.

YOU KNW BEST WHAT IT IS ABOUT.

low jiayi,

u think i will play with my own reputation is it ?

fine.

if that is what you think,

go ahead.

i cant stop what u are thinking

u can call me a slut.

go ahead.

donte call someone a slut ,

when YOU YOURSELF SLEPT WITH THAT PERSON BEFORE

i can say everything out here if u want to.

thanks for giving me such a valuable lesson.

just pray damn hard your parents wonte find out about it.

thanks arrs.

GOD BLESS THE DAMN HELL OF YOU.

evonne ong is declared to have nothing to do with you anymore.
i wonte wanna have anything to do with such a guy.
you wanna shrink responsibility,
go ahead.
so long as my liang xin is clear can already.
a piece of advice to that dear of yours,
if he can do this to me after a breakup.
whye cant he do this back to u too?
think carefully.
im not trying to seperate u guys or wadsoever.
im just stating th facts.
think over it.
its not too late to back out now.
cause u guys just started not long ago.

i was so fucking upset when i saw the message u sent to my sis.
i always thought u aint that kind of guy
but thanks for letting me see ur true colours.
cause im glad im no longer with u
18/11/2008 is th first month of breakup with u.
thanks arrs.
on this day u still SPECIALLY come hurt me once more.
n if u think im giving u nonsense.
please think it over again
so wad u are fking 21 ?
u donte even noe how to control ur thinking.
HAHA.
go back n drink more milk lahhs ~
dude .
u think im stupid
think twice.

1:09 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Monday, November 17, 2008Y

yeaps.
someone finally admitted to it .
n its a piece off my mind.
i felt so easy after reading his blog.

well.
didnt sleep well last night.
might be cause i slept TOO MUCH over the weekends.
went to power house on friday.
chiong till morning 8 plus den reach home.
slept around 9.
till 9plus in th night =X
piggy me ....
glenn said that too.
hahas =P

guess i can be powerhouse's permanent resident le.
hahas.
i've been patronising there for like the past month ?????
LOLS ~
anyways .....
hack it lahhs.

well.
im super uber busy with work.
gtg ~

6:11 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, November 14, 2008Y

life’s too short to be waiting for other’s acceptance and on judgement. and far too short to be worrying about that. no doubt, it is always a factor, when it comes to people whom we love and care about, because that they think, affects the way we think too. so complicated isnt it?

simply put, i’d like to think that if they truly love us back, that they would accept us for what we are. even if it takes time, or a lot of time. because i love you, i accept you for who you are. it may take some time, but i accept all you loved ones for who you are.

copied from some people's blog. shall not mention the name.

if you guys managed to find out whose blog is that ,

then congrats.

recently ,

quite busy with work.

gonna finalise the contract soon.

most probably will be effective on 18/11/2008

please wish me luck.

i will be handling Blackberry services ,

with the company, UBS .

hopefully it will be a good company.

i will be based there for half day in the noon,

half day in the morning in my office.

=/

saw someone's blog.

well,

it didnt really affect me very much le.
my heart is NUMBED.
really NUMBED.
wahaha.

pointless for u to make me angry anymore.

cause i wonte be affected no more.
this wonte work on me anymore.

things are kinda getting out of hand.
alot of people things that i still cant get over.
*indeed, i may still have tears for him.
but it doesnt mean anything.
my nose just turn sour , n tears just drip down.*
but i have defintely get over him.
defintely.
i donte need him to come back to my life.
i donte need him back in my life anymore =)
im gonna smile cause i deserve to !!!

evonne ong is declared AH LIAN ...
hahas.
insider jokes.
well ,
everyone also says im AH LIAN ....
hahahas.
cause of my past mahhs =)

3:16 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Monday, November 10, 2008Y

sometimes i wish i can have selective memory.
sometimes i hope to have selective memory.
seeing what is being posted kills me.
taking in silently what you have given me,
its also killing me.
frankly,
what have i done to deserve such treatment from you?
have i really not done enough?

everything has officially came to an end.
i admit whilst posting, my tear dropped again.
i donte know whye.
everything just comes so naturally to me.
emo,tears,upsetness.
whatever F***.
i seriously donte understand why is it that i can talk to others so freely to ask them not be emo. but when it comes to me,
i just cant do it.
i really really cant hang in there anymore.

its party weekend for me.
PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR ~
went st james.
thanks lawerence for signing me in on fri to dragonfly.
it was a very last minute thingy.
went along with cousin ~
well,
lawerence opened a champange @ firefly.
his fren had johnnie walker's whisky.
didnt took any photos cause phone extremly LOW BATT.
well, never mind.
went down to dragonfly with him n cousin den took short cut to powerhouse ~
wee ~
powerhouse HUAT ARRS ~
got to know melvin* n skye* there.
skye's so kind to come down from powerhouse to my house to acc me for supper.
cause i complained being hungry =X

saturday, same place again.
POWERHOUSE
well. went with lawerence [but of course] & cousin again ~
saw merilyn.
dear dear was there too.
i practically went crazy with merilyn on the podium.
we climbed up the steps n went to th place where ppl is drinking.
all of them practically like surround us.
n see how we bua each other.
LOL.
well.
dear dear thought i was crazy.
yes i admit.
im abit crazy.
MY WHOLE MIND WAS FULL OF HIM.
I CANT GET HIM OUT.
i danced all night.
went to look for adrain to drink further.
IM FUCKING LOST NOW.

IF EVER THERE'S THIS THING CALL TIME-TURNING-BACK.
I WOULD USE IT TO PREVENT MYSELF FROM KNOWING YOU.
JIAYI, THIS IS HOW MUCH YOU HAVE HURT-ED ME.
HAPPY WITH THE RESULTS?
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
I TRIED TO PUT UP A STRONG FRONT.
I TRIED TO BE LIKE MYSELF BEFORE I KNEW YOU.
I WANNA BE BACK THE HAPPY-GO-LUCKY GAL WHERE MY FAMILY DOTED ON.
I CANT.
EVEN MY MUM KNEW WHAT HAPPENED ON HER BIRTHDAY.
SHE DIDNT SAY A SINGLE WORD.
NOT BECAUSE OF WHAT.
ITS TO PREVENT FROM HURTING ME.
DON'T YOU THINK YOU HAVE GONE TOO FAR ?
WAY TOO FAR.
TILL TODAY.
MY HEART IS STILL BLEEDING.
BLEEDING SO PROFUSELY.
THAT I WISH YOU CAN JUST STAB ME DAMN HARD IN MY HEART.
JUST KILL ME AT ONE GO.
DONTE TORTURE ME ANYMORE PLEASE.
EVERY SINGLE TEAR I DROP FOR YOU CANT BE BACK.

grandma,
i always thought you will be here forever with me.
but since you aint here anymore.
why not bring me away with you?
please grandma.
take it as a plead from me.
i dont wanna suffer here anymore.
bring me with you. its hurting me so much.
i know you cant bear to see me in this state too.
my body is failing on me day by day.
just bring me away .
away from this place where all the fuckers hurt me.
jiayi, can you just stop torturing me mentally.
just take a knife, stab right into my heart.
n let me die instantly.
i will thank you for that.

9:57 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, November 07, 2008Y

TA DA ~ presenting to you my very first facebook badge.
hahas ~
im bored till th extend tht i go cp chat everyday ~
hahas.
hmms.
got my pay yesterday.
went to eat HONGKONG CAFE @ CINE .
hahas.
after work went to movie @ 9.30pm with anna,yong shan& how chan.
hahas.
watched "the coffiin"
rating : ***/*****
th ending stupid.
thts whye only worth 3 stars (=

well.
was sms-ing bx all th way while th show is on.
hahas.
i purposely scream so loud that how chan n anna got so scared ~
weeeeee ~
*so bad of me* =(
cab to work today.
slept till 10 am.
hahas ~
super uber late.
den cab down.
cab fare ?
$18.80 lohhs =(
chor lahhs.
siianned 1/2
felt like vomiting over n over again since last night.
stupid gastric keep acting up.
plus im allergic to th hyperthyroid medicine.
WTF ~
den my appointment will be on 25th nov.
hahahs ~
super good den.
shall wait till tht day.

hmms.
feeling super sick.
still need work.
this morning still lai on my bed till molly called me th second time.
hahahs ~
den finally come out for work.
haiish.
back to work le.
shall update when im free over th weekends ~
I WANNA GO DRINKING ~

11:52 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Tuesday, November 04, 2008Y

Oct 31...
pubbing again.
went to amoy street there with zheng wen, sis, and her boyf.
met up with zheng wen's fren[chunyan] at there.
went to th pub , Suite 18.
zheng wen's fren , aivy works there.
drank tower again.
after finishing th whole tower ,
i went to look for aivy.
she's with a customer call jeffery.
and jeffery offered me martell.
thanks (=
so kind of you.

went to boat quay with aivy they all after she off work.
actually wanted to go chambers de.
but sab says that she donte wanna let me in.
so okay lohhs =(
den we went to raining bar.
thats where the trouble started.
emily mummy saw me walking out of chambers.
she came looking for me at raining bar with richelle jie .
shouted at me , screamed at me.
but its alright.
i told them alot of things.
which i didnt even tell others.
hopefully you guys will shhss ya ?
after that.
wen they all order tower again.
i drank alot.
yes i did.
im high once more [notice im not saying im drunk]

i hugged chunyan.
he looked liked you.
his shoulder gave me your feeling
i know you will be reading.
i hugged him n cuddle him th way i used to hug n cuddle u.
i still miss u very very badly i admit.
i went up to ur house th other day.
gave u a call before that.
didnt expect we will be able to chat so freely n so lively.
chatted with ue in ur room.
realised that u've been going out quite frequently with her.
[you know who]
i knew from th way ue said things abt her,
you liked her alot.
i asked you,
going after her ?
you said is it my business ?
yes you are right.
im in no position to comment anymore.
thats whye i took back the ring.
guess you also sensed that i nearly cried twice that day.
but i noe no amount of tears will bring you back to me once more.
so from now on,
i will just pray.
pray that you will find your happiness once more.
if you truely like her,
tell her before its too late.

i came upon with this story of two strangers.
how they got to know each other,
how they fell in love with each other.
they were total strangers till th guy approached the gal .
they both were single ,
so they had this game.
they are to be in a relationship for a hundred days.
they spent the 99th day by a beach ,
the guy went to buy a drink for her.
but he didnt return for sometime.
she got worried.
suddenly ,
a stranger approached her.
th stranger told her that there's a guy being knocked down by drunk driver.
n its seems like its her fren.
she rushed to th place.
she cried.
she accompained him on th ambulance
to th hospital.
th doctor says that they have done their best.
it all depends on his willpower.
she accompanied him by his side.
she found a note in his pocket.
which says that he love her n dont only want to be with her for a hundred days.
she cried.
she told him that she also felt th same way.
asking him not to leave her.
just as she said that she love him,
th clock striked 12.
th guy died.
n it was just nice their hundredth day together.
moral of th story ?
do not wait till something happens then you are willing to express your feelings.
it might be too late for all you know.
i will upload th full story when im free.
stay strong.
god's watching over you.

12:07 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。