♥Evonne.O

Monday, April 13, 2009Y

finally am back to my dead blog =.=
was away for so long cause i'm lazy (=
plus i changed working place to Kallang alrd.
th closing hours is one hour later than Downtown.
and th journey home is about another hour plus.
therefore i didnt update for so long ~
wahahahaas.

anyway.
was on th way home th other day.
accidentally pressed his number.
WOW!
he's BACK in sgp
ahahs.
its like finally luhs.
i've been counting down every single day ~~~
but well...
i still donte seems to be able to get him to look for me automatically ):
but its fine (:
as long as i'm able to know how he's doing im alr alrd (:

i brought my laptop to my workplace.
onlined and eat at th same time.
Kallang aint a bad place afterall.
people here are treating me well.
at least (:
anyway.
i'm going to post my chalet details up soon.
peepos please read !
and text me asap to confirm your attendance ! (:
love ya all !

p.s: JH, i know everything needs time.
i wonte force you or rush you anymore.
let this period be a test for th feelings tht i have for you.
i'm still waiting for th day tht you say you will return to me (:

5:59 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Sunday, April 05, 2009Y

backkk ~
ended work SUPER UBER late today ):
gotten my pay.
super disappointed as usual.
deductions due to MCs from th fall. ):

anyway ...
there's this 3customer who brought OUTSIDE LIQOUR in !
wtf luhs
and our supervisor is so damn fking kind to them lahhs.
ask them open pay for a bottle of martell only.
wtf !
so kind to them.
they vomited like nobody's business luhs ~
den we have to clear th mess they make in th room !~

rarrrr .
never mind abt it anymore.
its OVER (:
im so fking tired now.
but still forced myself here to blog.
cause i wanna blog about him !
another 7 more days and you will be BACK !
finally ~weee eeee

my damn eyes are so gonna shut anytime.
and i alrd did my best by wearing specs.
still ,
it wanna shut down le ):
so fking tired .
i miss tht night at your place.
cause im able to hug you to sleep
and sleep comfortably in your arms.
but now,
im only able to hug your jacket to sleep.
in search of th sense of security tht you gave me (:

5:25 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, April 03, 2009Y

heyoooo !!!!!~
i'm back once again ~ =p

you are now at hongkong,
hopefully you are enjoying over there (:
i can't believe it last night when my phone rang.
you TEXTED me ~
im so so so HAPPY luhs ~
weee
although ppl ask me not to hold high hopes
but im still waiting for your return.
you said that you bought my letters along.
i hope you will read it according to th dates.
im having th insomina spells again ):
im hugging your jacket every single night

please !
take good care of yourself while you are at there.
i donte wanna hear you fall sick anymore.
its HURTING me deeply.
im blaming myself for not being able to take care of you while you are sick
can i take care of you?
i mean forever
for real.

i'm stupid aint i?
im hoping th letters will move you and make you reconsider.
reconsider about our r/s.
i believe that 爱情与记忆一样，能遗失也能寻回.
isnt it ?
i really wanna find back th lost feelings.
i donte wante a patch.
i wanna start AFRESH with you.
i donte wanna patch back cause th feeling will be different.
i wanna start afresh.
i wante to forget every single thing tht took place.
and start everything from th scratch again !

i spent my off day thinking about you.
playing pool at yishun safra with papa & cong & sis.
quite meaningful ?
haas.
well.
at least i won sis.
didnt really have a game with cong.
lost to papa ):
nvm luhs ~

drank quite abit at home with sis & cong.
not tipsy at ALL !
arghh.
i thought of drinking to sleep.
i guess im missing my gastro appointment later on.
eeeek.
donte wanna go see them when i drank ):
later problem alot de (:

5:33 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Wednesday, April 01, 2009Y

am back to blogging.
its HAPPY APRIL FOOL's DAY (:
and you are leaving in another day ):
im still counting th days sadly .
you will be out of town for 10 fking days .
although you totally never contact me alrd,
but im still hoping things might change for th better some day.

just finish eating.
was so so so hungry ):
cause i had th runs while at work.
guess was due to eating super uber cold food ):
was washing stuffs in bar while ppl bought my food for me.
and hence eating it COLD !
well ...
and then i had th runs,
and then im hungry when i reach home ):

well,
i guess someone just donte understand what i meant by
"we are two person of two different world."
wanna be frens with you,
you donte treasure !
and hence,
i've made up my mind.
i shall not be so good to you anymore.
you donte FUCKING worth me being good to you anyway.
everytime show me your fucking attitude.
think i your dog arrs ?
WTF.

if god can really hear what im saying.
i hope he will bless you with a safe journey to hongkong.
i wante you to be safe and sound in whatever you do.
i wante you to have the best of everything.
im even alr with givng up for what i have in exchange for your safety.
it might sound stupid to you.
but im serious about this.
知道吗你对我多重要!
you are really very important to me.
even though i was th one who initated th breakup
i fucking regretted it.
but i know time can never turn back.
so i'm only able to regret and feel regretful alone.

this song is very meaningful to me
shall post th lyrics here:
杨丞琳-在你怀里的微笑

可以吗让我和你对调
希望换成你爱我爱得快要疯掉
知道吗你对我多重要
只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱
爱随着风飘荡飘过了你嘴角
飘到天涯海角
把我困在这城堡哪里也逃不了

我不要别人温柔的怀抱
听不见你的心跳
连我熟悉的味道
再也闻不到
我只要你喊我一次就好
从前亲昵的暗号
多想再次亲耳听到

让我暂时的依靠
那是短暂止痛药
很快会失效
你只要再哄我一次就好
让我可以很骄傲
记住我拥有过的好
记住在你怀里微笑

4:14 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。