♥Evonne.O

Tuesday, October 28, 2008Y

hmms.
back to blogging.

went raining bar last saturday .
wen opened a tower for me.
i drank a quater of th tower den went to chambers to look for lina they all.
cried firstly .
but didnt cried much

after gg back n drinking another quater of th tower ,
i went to chambers again.
this time round cried very badly .
yup.
n alot of things happen in between .
donte feel like mentioning anything.
bad memories.

yes i admit
i cried for you.
my heart ached n wrenched .
alot alot alot of times.
but im going to move on le.
no frens so ?
sever all ties ?
so be it.
thanks for all th memories.
goodbye my love
wo de ai ren.

3:35 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Thursday, October 23, 2008Y

at work now.
well.
ie didnt really got th internet access at first.
but after a few days here .
yeap.
i got it.

finally ,
we clear things up.
& we ~~can~~ be friends le.
much as to i aint willing
he wants it.
yes,
i admit.
i still suffer tht heartaching & heartwrenching moments.
but well ,
if being tgt aint th best option of all.
den i shall just wish him all th best.

i might not be able to get used to it so fast.
but i defintely will put you in a corner of my heart,
n move on with life.
lastly ,
best of luck to whatever you are gonna do in the near future.
goodbye my love , wo de ai ren.

well,
its been quite long since i used tht sentence.
hmms
currently im working at Singtel Telcomms.
Business Mobile Department.
quite an enjoyable job .
at least i get to work.
while working ,
things get cleared off my mind.
yups.
i was actually surfing cp just now.
saw n read all th past comments .
read all th past sms-es too.
hah.
silly me.
everything is in th past lo ~

later meeting serene,art,jean n donte know who for lunch
well,
my workplace is at somerset.
im gg over to clarke quay for lunch .
abit funny right ?
heh !
okays.
gt to get back to work le.
one whole load of paper to be done.
shall be back soon ~
LOVES ~

11:53 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Monday, October 20, 2008Y

finally
everything has ended nicely.
well,
isnt this wad we wanted ?
a peaceful breakup.
From 18/10/2008 onwards,
we have nothing more to do with each other.
but well,
we shall still remain as frens ya?

hmms.
my ultimate aim now is
to pass my O level Mathematics
to be a happy woman
n many more.
i've realised tht love aint everything in my life.
ie can take things in my stride if ie wante to.
frens asked ,
whye m i not crying for him ?
i think i've cried more thn enough le.
if after all tht i've done still cnt get him back
den i should let go le.

loving someone aint equal to keeping him/her by ur side
it means if ue really love someone ,
& you guys really cant give wad each other need,
den its time to let go rather den dragging on.
because th more you guys drag on
th more deep th hurt will be (:
this is wad i've learnt so far (:
thnx to jiayi for all these .

ie finally understood wad it meant by
最深刻的爱不一定会陪着我们到老。
well ,
everything has gone ,
n i shall be my happywoman from now on.

3:18 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Tuesday, October 14, 2008Y

lina jie n leo spoke to me over msn last night.
or should ie say midnight ?
we chatted from 1 plus till 3 plus am.
& then ie went to sleep cause im tired.
worn out n shagged .

ie had this dream last night.
ie dreamt of th perfect wedding of my life .
the groom was still you .
ie noe you will be laughing at me ,
thinking tht im silly.
cause ue said over is over .
hah

quite a handful still thinks tht we two are still tgt.
ie wished n prayed it was tht case .
but ie knew th only way to make this come true is to work hard towards ur goal .
ur ideal type of girl.
& thn my dream will come true.

a handful of them tells me tht ue are not worth my love.
but well ,
ie just simply told them tht ,
there's nth called worth it or not worth it in a r/s .
it just depends on how much you are able to give in & whether ue are willing to do it anot.
ie gave in every single bit of wad ie could.
just t get ur breakup in exchange.
ie told myself
i've done my best.
i'll move from there.
even thou i've moved on .
it doesnt mean tht ie forgotten ue.
im still silently waiting for ue
in a small corner of th world.
ie will be there when ue need
just like in th past
ie did those silly little acts to make ue take notice of me
but now ,
i've grown up .
i noe ue wonte be moved by those childish acts
so i shall just be at a corner giving in my love for ue
till th day you realise it .

no matter how long its gg to take ,
i'll still wait no matter wad.
cause ie noe ue worth my wait
ie noe this post will bring up somethin big again.
but thnx guys
ie appreciate th concern n care .
but ie would like to face this wound alone
cause by consoling me n stuffs
it will only make me indulge in self-pity which ie donte wante.
cause ie noe he wonte like it either.
he prefer girls who can think independently ,
care n love for their boyf (=
ie noe wad ue wante.
i'll make sure you see th change in me soon.

with lots of love ,

evonne.

this post is specially dedicated to joses low jiayi.

th love of my life.

after all th r/s i've been through,

this is the best ie ever had.

ie noe love aint the whole thing in my life

but ie wouldnt wante to lose someone ie love dearly

just because im aint willing to change

baby ,

wait for me.

3:56 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

好不容易，我的心情才快乐起来。
为何你要选择在这种时间，
和我暂时分开？
it wasnt easy for me to be happy again.
since the whole world is already saying it on my blog.
ie shall announce it den.
we've temporary broken up.
yeah.
12 october 2008.
my mum's birthday
a nice day ya ?
ie cried , ie screamed .
ie almost went bersek, ie almost went nuts.
but all he did was just to tell me
"have a nice day ahead. good luck in whatever you do in th future"
i cried hard again.
ie did all ie could
to pull myself back .
went home & shower .
went to mom's birthday celebration as though nothing took place.
after that went to st james with egbert[i lied, sorry]
didnt really dance alot cause ie think th songs werent nice.
or mayb cause my mood was bad.
ie didnt noe.
all ie knew was ie wanst in a good state of mind.
drank quite a bit at mom's birthdy.

if there is something i m allowed t change now.
is th fact tht we broken up TEMPORARY .
I FUCKING HATE THIS FEELING.
but after thinking it through ,
ie wonte let myself sink in self-pity.
ue tell me ie got 2months till 2nd jan to change.
ie shall prove it to you ie can do it even FASTER.
ie wonte allow myself to sleep in the self-pity situation anymore.
like wad yulin say ,
all ie need t is just to CRY OUT
VENT IT .
after tht ie will move on with life to begin with my change.
ie promised to make you regret.
& you defintely will
TRUST ME.

if one day you have doubts against my love for you ,
then i shall make a vow here.
i will forever love low jiayi till th end of time.
even if it means to exchange my everything just to be with him.
this is my promise to you.
never will anything change it.
even though my god father told me to open up my eyes
ie will still choose you in th end.
you are th guy ie chose
ie believe in my judgement.
i knw you'll be reading my blog till 2nd jan arrives.
ie donte wanna sms you.
so ie chose this method.
ie really love you
ie hope you will able to see the change in me after these.
I LOVE YOU

1:11 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Monday, October 06, 2008Y

mr keith . baby & me

WELCOME ~ RANCH HOME IS LOVED <3

MOO~ says the cow (=

ME ~

ah keith ah keith ah ~

thirsty baby =X

Caught baby red handed ! ha.

do i look weird in my new hairstyle ?

the cap ie KOP from baby =X

YO ~

back to blogging lo ~

finally im adding colours to my bloggie (=
cause recently my mood is super good ~
baby brought me to Dempsey Road for ICE CREAM last night ~
of course ...
not forgetting MR KEITH .
hahas.
three of use went there to enjoy BEN & JERRY ....
wahahahas.
forgotten to take a picture of the brownie n the SUPER MIX&MATCH we had ! =P
& the story continues when we move on to Holland Road.
we went there with keith to rackey for his sake .
heh.
after that.
guess wad.
we went to 瑞春 la.
finally baby brought me there can ?
been bugging him for so long ~
after that
of course went home lohhs .
took KPE .
damn fast can ?
although speed limit 70 hors.
but we completed the whole KPE say like 4 minutes or lesser .
WEE ~
& of course .
when ie was at baby's house ,
ie KOP his cap home.
he bought two.
and then ie kop one.
wanted to kop his hoodie oso de .
but he ask me pay 50 bucks den can .
WTH la ~
hmms .
baby now with james james @ ps area playing maximum tune.
siianned arrs.
today super guai .
never go out can ?
except go for interview.
should ie take up the admin job ?
keep myself occupied
den wonte keep bothering baby le.
hmms.
SIIANNESSS~
hmms .
guess ie maybe taking up the admin job lo ~
den can grow up to be baby de FAVOURITE BABY ~
hehs.
enjoy the pictures ba.
some very shaky.
cause playing the swing mahhs. =P
oh ya .
btw ,
ie cut my hair lo ~

MR LOW JIA YI IS LOVED BY ME ~

WEE ~

7:22 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, October 03, 2008Y

just realised my blog is dead =.=

hahas .

back from two sentosa trip with shanon !

wee~

so addicted to it le.

last thursday went to palawan to TAN !

hahas.

was really enjoying the tan real well.

& ie defintely looked like a LOBSTER after it.

hahas.

ie guess yesterday was one of the worst n the best time there

palwan's sea was so DIRTY. yeap.

& i mean it.

so we moved to siloso after tanning awhile.

& guess wad.
we went to SKYRIDER even before we started tanning at siloso.

tanned tanned @ a place near Cafe Del Mar.

Cafe Del Mar rocks Man (=

photos coming up soon.

my blogger seems to have abit of problems loading the photos.

ie guessed last night was the worse night for me.
my stomach was being tied like donte know wad.
ie cried halfway while talking to baby.
baby wanted me to brace up.

ie wanted to listen to him.

but the pain was like.

killing me.

the feeling was like struggling with death.

im scared i wonte be able to wake up after ie sleep.
but thank god.

ie woken up.

4:27 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。