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Sunday, December 30, 2007Y

BLOGGING TIME!
things have been happening recently.
guess my post gonna be long again....

number 1 big issue:
ie have broken up with dearest.
maybe ie should nt label him as dearest anymore.
but ie also wun label his name here.
ie shall name him as A.
ie am sorry but ie got to end this.
ie got to move on before anything serious is gonna take place.
ue noe wad ie am talking about can le.
those who noe wad took place will oso understand.
all ie wanted from the starting was jux a simple relationship.
nt one as complicated as what has happened.
ie only wanted a relationship which belonged to me & no one else.
so ie got to say it might be my fault.
but ie jux got to say that its all over!

number 2 big issue:
ie really dunno wad ie am doing le.
think ie gonna be a big bumble bee
gonna love those big big HONEY!
& ie guess ie am starting to like someone else le....
lalalalalalalalas....
ie am not gonna reveal anything until its finalise!
so please....
those who noe please SHSSSSSSSS......
thankyou arrs!!!!!!

siianned.....
ie dunno wad to do.
ystd, today & tom off.
the feeling quite nice larrhs..
but rotting at home makes me feel irriated at times.
cux ie jux dun like to laze around doing nth.
the feeling is like stupid.
got things can do dun do.
got place can go dun go.
lalalalalalalalalas.

ie spent my ystd's off quite meaningfully.
went out with jeslyn, shingyee.
as promised.
jeslyn brought us to MAKAN!
SEOUL GARDEN treats....
wee~
so nice of jeslyn to allow us to choose a place of our choice.
thanks a million.
enjoyed the whole 2 hours there.
was eating non stop.
our tummy were filled with chicken [ from char siew to tom yam]
so long as ue can find it in seoul garden,
its all in our tummy.
even enjoyed the best thing
COCKLES!
wee~~~~~
so shiok can.....
after eating.
actually wanna catch a movie.
but nth much to watch.
so jeslyn suggested K BOX.
shingyee was so damn high.
went to parkway first.
opps....
the K BOX bo liao.
so cab-ed down to HOUGANG PLAZA.
we were so damn bloody high.
me & yee went ahead to sing alot of jay's song.
jes said it was like a jay's concert.
lols.
thank you for bearing with me voice lleahs.
ie dun have a nice voice.
but ie still went ahead to sing!
LMAO! ((=

guess ie am gonna end here.
so damn bloody bo liao le.
moving on to find smth interesting to do ((=
hopefully this countdown to 2008 will be a good wan.
cux yonghwa says he wanna drive us out to play!
looking forward to it!

4:22 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Wednesday, December 26, 2007Y

well.
its blogging day.
finally....
my XMAS counter baby is finished.
everything ended nicely.
except for a few things which reallyy upsets me.

firstly.
kena shoot by customers for nothing,
ITS NONE OF MY BLOODY BUSINESS!
I AM ONLY DOING WHAT IS BEING TOLD TO ME!!!!
PLEASE JUST F OFF & GET UR DAMN BLOODY FACTS RIGHT.
DUN ALWAYS THINK THAT U AS A CUSTOMER WILL ALWAYS BE RIGHT.
COME TO THINK OF IT.
IF U WERE IN MY SHOES,
WHAT DAMN BLOODY FUCKING SOLUTION CAN U COME UP WITH?
SO PLEASE DUN COMPLAIN SO MUCH.
& END UP THE WHOLE PURPOSE IS TO GET A FREE LOG CAKE!

so damn bloody pissed off by this customer.
not my fault, not my manager de fault.
still go take down our names.
aiiya....
do so much for wad.
ue wan free cake jux tell us.
my manager nt so niao wan.
stupid idioits.
this wasnt that bad afterall.
whats worse was that my manager, A complained to my BIG BOSS.
WTF! no second chance, no explaining chance.
ie really dunno whye troubles comes after one another.
ie really give up on my efforts which ie have put into the counter.
all my hard work has gone down the drain.
ie wun let the matter rest so easily [most probably, ie guess?]
never mind.
its all over.
what matters most now is how am ie gonna to explain tom.
maybe a good night rest is needed?

ie seriously thnx william, abram, yonghwa, vernon, leah, jeslyn & those managers who helped me alot.
without ur guidance,
ie might have already messed up the whole thingy.
ie might have already got my things hay-wired on collection dates.
really a big thank you to ue guys.

6:50 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, December 21, 2007Y

ie am sick!
having fever now.
flu, sore throat & fever.
all sick symptons are here with me.
wtf.
maybe cux today ie at chiller too long le.

was working today.
double pay [wohoo!]
worked from 10 to 12 midnight.
ended up leaving workplace @ 1230.
wtf.
heng hongwei's dad drove us home.
thnx to hongwei & his dad.
if nt ie guess ie will only be reaching home @ 130 ba.
hhahahahahahahahahahaes.

today's collection went quite smoothly.
was busy packing log cakes @ bakery dept's chiller.
WTF.
its like so cold can.
wore that damn jacket le still so cold.
guess thats is wad made me sick too.
was in and out all the way.
but overall still quite fun cux we enjoyed there.
me & shingyee was sort of slacking.
ate mini apple turnovers mini sausage rolls, chicken pies, butter crosinant.
all given to us by yonghwa!
so good of him rites?
thnx!!!!!!

dearest was so irritated by dunno who today.
he is like fumming can?
ie am so scared he might scold me.
kept quiet all the way.
cux his mood aint really good.
plus ie didnt really kept he accompanied today.
cux was at the chiller doing things.
sorry dearest.
really very sorry.
ie will have more time for ue after christmas.
ie promise okays?

tom will be a very busy day.
needa pack all my collection stuffs into a pallet
categorised it
before any collection can be done.
wee~
thats alot of work to do be done can?
needa go into chiller again.
hopefully my fever wun get worse tom.
if not ie scared ie work halfway will faint.
keeping track of my temperature every 10mins.
hope it wun worsen.
oso cannot let dearest noe.
later kena scolded!
ps larrhs.
dun wan him to worry oso.

my headache is back so frequently.
dunno whye oso.
doc gave a toopid medicine which didnt work.
so ie stopped after two days.
hopefully he wun scold me too.
cux ie am always stopping his medication.
hhahahahahahahahahaes.
hope tom will be a better day!
my collection must go smoothly!!!!!
7 more days to PAY DAY!

5:32 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Thursday, December 20, 2007Y

finish working le!
today went off from work quite early.
1120 went off le.
cux tom working full shift.
my paper work finished evern faster den ie expected.
thnx to yanming, bernard & shingyee's help!
really very grateful to them.
esp bernard.
kena drag-ged by me to help.
thank you lots lots!

came home and eat.
had slices of bread with egg.
hhahahahahahahaes.
ie seems so extremly easily to get hungry.
maybe cux stress ba.
mux control le.
keep eating will go fat de.
den later no ppl wan liaos.
hhahahahahahahahahaes.

went to amk hub today.
woke up super early.
bus-ed there by 22.
about an hour sehx.
my butt nearly went on fire,
so damn numb & pain.
went there de mac sit sit talk talk.
after that they went to play pool at Kpool.
had a few games.
actually gonna cab back to workplace with bernard de.
den that idoitc manager wanna meet him @ amk hub.
so cab-ed with chengliang instead.
he is a big bully can.
make me drop him off at parkway first.
den end up ie late for work.
late by 15 mins lorrs.
but nvm anw.

guess ie falling asleep soon.
tom still working @ 10 am till 12 midnight.
needa get plenty of rest for my energy.
will be working 10am to 12midnight all the way till 25.
no off for me!
after this week.
ie will be working for 21 days continously without off.
think ie really can go be superwoman le.
hopefully managers will allow us to rest.
shingyee & chuxiong also didnt off for abt the same duration as me.
guess ie will go fight for the off days for my counter!
oh ya.
my sales figure is more than what ie have expected!
thats smth to call for celebration.
but it will be after christmas!

am still thinking of what dearest said.
he say he promise not to leave me.
& no matter wad, he will wanna be with me.
should ie choose to believe or not?
ie have been given with these empty promises for so many times.
ie am jux afraid that he might turn out to be another.
ie dun wan any more disappointment in my relationship.
ie finally found my courage to be in a relationship again.
ie dun wish to lose it again.
dearest: please. dun leave me.
ie really dunno ue would anot.
but, ie still love ue!

5:10 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Wednesday, December 19, 2007Y

back to blogging time!
off-ed work quite late today.
needa settle my paper work before ie could off work.
me & shingyee actually was starting to do @ 1045.
customers came & did last min ordering.
so ie left shingyee alone with paperwork.
ie went to take orders.

might be gg to AMK hub tom.
maybe go meet up with bernard, chengliang & vanessa.
they wanna talk about their work stuffs.
their manager, ie shall nt mention the name.
is damn bloody fucking irritating can.
wanna sack all those experinced ones
& bring in new ppl.
WTF is he trying to do?
dun he noe training ppl needs time.
needs energy.
needs alot of other thing?
please use ur damn fucking brain & think.
if ue still dun have that EQ in ue.
den ue can go shut up & fuck off.
phew.
so angry with him!

dearest's jacket is with me.
he is afraid that ie am cold.
so he actually lent me that.
hhahahahahahahahaes.
so sweet of him can.
he actually surprised me today.
before ie went to work.
we were sms-ing all the way.
ie actually mentioned that ie wanted blue roses.
he said he will draw one for me.
ie said.
fine den. nvm.
met up with him @ overhead bridge.
walking walking walking.....
halfway he suddenly walk nest to my bag.
put smth in.
ie sensed it and look at my bag.
BLUE ROSE!!!!!
yeahs.
thats my first blue rose from him.
ie simply love my dearest alot.
he is always making me happy when ie am unhappy.
trying to cheer me up when ie am frustrated.
tolerating my nonsensical talking when ie am hyper.
hhahahahahahahahes.
thank you alot.
dearest, cannot dun wan me horrs.
ue ownself oso promise me le.
if ue dun wan me, ie confirm cry give ue see!

hmms.
guess these will be all for my post today.
am really tired already
tom still got tons of paperwork waiting for me to do.
gg down workplace ealier den usual.
to settle all my paper work.
dun wanna kena like today.
last minute count till siiaos.
hopefully didnt get all wrong.
god, please bless me!

5:45 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Tuesday, December 18, 2007Y

good evening/ morning?
its in the middle of the night le.
maybe morning seems better ba.
anyway.
ie jux got home from work.
but obviously is bath okay le den come blog de.

today counted my overall sales.
over shot target le.
ie am slacking all the way today.
sat there do these do that.
eat eat eat.
drink drink drink.
talk on phone.
sms.
did alot of bo liao de things.
disturb ppl oso.
damn enjoying today.!!!!

dearest only sms-ed me & called me today.
he is busy with his work stuffs.
although wanted to see him alot.
but ie still am contented to only see his smses & hear his voice.
maybe ie am jux this easy to be contented.
thats whye it makes being my boyf easy.
lols.abit over le!
hhahahahahahahaes,

ie am now wondering about smth.
how many gal in this era will really keep their virginity till marriage?
how many guys in this era will really care abt whether their future wife is a virgin?
how many ppl will really care abt the old old tradition of being a virgin?
ppl around me are having sex at a very very young age.
ie am really wondering is it really stupid of me to keep that tradition in my mind?
hhahahahahahahahahahaes.
ie shall not turn my own blog into a sex blog.
lalalalalalalalalalas.
jux plain wondering only!

my sore throat aint getting really very good.
guess its getting worse instead
haiish.
heng my sales target hit le.
if nt at this point of time cant talk den die.
hhahahahahahahaes.
guess its also a good thing.
cux that time before hit target
already falling sick liaos le.
heng is after hit den fall sick!


6:10 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。


good morning everyone.
back to posting.

dearest seems to wake up very early today.
sms-ed me around 10 plus.
although ie did take a look at it.
but ie still didnt replied.
ie was still sleepin can?
so tired.
my throat seriously very pain.
guess ie ate too much of heaty stuffs.
maybe barley isnt gonna work for me anymore.
ie drank so much yet my throat is still pain.
hhahahahahahahahaes.
guess its really cux of those heaty stuffs.
guess ie jux have to abstain from it recently.
if not ie really cannot open my mouth to talk le.
underneath my block de songka today finish le.
my house here very strong.
under my blk got one.
opposite my block oso got.
two at the same time start
two at the same time end.
somemore my blk here is guy.
opposite my blk is gal.
jux nice rites?
hhahahahahahahaes.
guess ie am really getting more & more bored.
dearest cant keep my accompany today.
he's not free!!!!
arghh...
have to wait till tomorrow den can see him le.
ie seriously miss him this much okays.
so tired.
wondering wad ie will be doing on my off days.
ie haven off for the last two weeks.
plus this week will be the third week le.
so after christmas den off till shiok.
hhahahahahahahahahaes.
hopefully they will be doing CNY counter.
den put me there again.
so that ie can slack!
guess ie cant blog any further le.
needa go prepare for work.
lols!!!!

4:23 AM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Monday, December 17, 2007Y

hellos!
jux came back from winnie's bbq.
quite fun actually.
played with the cream & smeared on winnie's face.
her boyf oso kena.
but only kens hand.
NO FUN!

this bbq was another gathering for the 5 of us.
the 5 of us like damn long never meet since fen's bbq.
kinda of miss-ed them so much.
counting the days we noe each other.
its been 3 years plus le!
time really past very fast.

dearest is very sweet to me.
he came to the bbq site to fetch me home.
was actually intending to go home late de.
but dearest wanted me to rest early.
so he came down to fetch me home lorrs.
thnx dearest!!!
ie am so so so touched by ue.
smooches to ue!

my counter's staff got scolded today.
they messed up the order numbers.
never mind.
messed up my paperwork procedure too.
customer never pay.
den they ownself approve the customer to pay within this week.
WTH can.
if customers comes & say that they pay le.
den we lose money lorrs!!!!
WTF-ing job they doing.
made me so sad & angry.
cux got double paperwork to do.
WTF!

was drag-ged into office to do paperwork with leah today.
so many things to do can.
needa order 20th collection de stuffs.
den still needa double confirm all my other stores collection.
my eyes almost went damn blur.
heng dearest called me & gave me a chance to break for awhile.
today went damn hungry den go eat.
cux dearest haven reach plus ie still doing paperwork.
so actually drag-ged till 2 den went to eat.
was so hungry.
but afterall.
dearest cant bear to see me so hungry.
so he helped me to file in all my order forms.
thanks dearest.
he said he actually wanted to buy me blue roses
but cux ie hungry le.
so didnt go buy.
came down straightaway.
thanks dearest.
its the thoughts that counts rites?

3:25 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Sunday, December 16, 2007Y

back to blogging.
its a long & tiring day for me.

ie dunno whether ie wan to end this relationship anot.
ie dun wanna do somethings that ie dun like to do.
ie noe that kind of feelings sucks.
but ie really dunno wad to do.
ie wished that he will forever be there for me.
but ie noe its impossible.
he got his own life to carry on.
only a few ppl will really understand my post ba.
ie really dunno wad to do.
maybe ie jux give him wad he wants.
den end everything nicely.

ie dunno whether how long more can ie survive.
ie jux wish that every moment ie can stop thinking of him.
to reduce my pain & my guilt ba.
sorry dearest.
ue will forever be my dearest no matter wad happens.
ie noe my parents will not approve of wad ie am doing nw.
but ie jux wanna enjoy wad ie have now.
ie dun wan to be restricted le.
ie dunno how long more ie can live in this earth.
ie dun wanna be remembered in this world as a good gal.
cux in that way everyone will feel heartached.
ie wanna be remembered as a bad gal.
so at least in this way no one will feel heartache for me.
sorry everyone.





3:59 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Saturday, December 15, 2007Y

back to blogging time.
past two days IE got problems.
so didnt came to blog.
yeahs.
so sorry about it.

dearest & me have been quite well recently.
it is our 12th days tgt.
ie am looking forward to more days with him.
ie dun think ie can survive w/o him.
he really dotes on me.
tries to give in to me even if ie am unreasonable.
but dearest, really very sorry.
ie didnt meant to hit ue today.
sorry sorry.
ie hope ue will not be angry anymore okays? ((=

my headache is still as frequent as ever.
my psychologist asked me to rate my mood every day.
ie am wondering how to.
ie am filled with different emotions every hour.
how to take note???
hhahahahahahahahahaes.
today.
the whole day mixed with different emotions.
ie dunno how to record.
think not gonna record.
basing on memories!

guess ie am really unable to tolerate with the nonsense at home already.
ie dun feel like going home everytime after work.
ie jux feel like sticking at workplace and dun come home so early.
dunno whye oso.
maybe its cux ie cant see dearest that much.
hhahahahahahahahahaes.
ie am so STICKY to him.
wahhahahahahahahahaes.
no choice.
who ask him to be so good to me?
makes me feel so indispendable to him.
muacks....

2:14 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Wednesday, December 12, 2007Y

arghhhh!!!!!!
ie am going crazy le.
ie dun wish to continue with life animore.
ie am really very angry with myself.
whye.
whye mux ie fall in love so easily?
whye!!!!!!!!

ie dun even noe whether am ie still in a relationship.
dearest seems to be drifting away from me.
ie dunno wad he is thinking abt.
if he wanna end and be frens.
jux say it.
dun make me a fool.
ie dun wan to cry cry cry cry all my days.
jux tell me wad ue wan.
ie will do it.
ie GIVE UP ON LIFE!

can fate stop playing a fool out of me?
ie really am very tired of all these le.
ie jux wish to end.
if ie am supposed to die.
jux let me die.
STOP TORTURING ME!

5:07 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。


jux wake up nia.
so doing a second post for the day.
dearest seems to be still sleeping.
haven sms or call me.
anw, ie wun start to sms him first.
jux in case he finds another chance to start a quarrel.
though he is not an unreasonable person.

he is actually falling sick le.
hopefully is not ie spread to him de.
cux ie am actually sick but cant see from the surface.
jux praying that he will recover soon.
dun sleep too late ba dearest.
drink lots of water & have more rest.
that will do the trick.

ie guess these few days my blog has been full of his news.
my own news aint that much.
my christmas counter is still doing quite fine actually.
jux that ie dunno have enough time to hit 40 k de target anot.
ie hope that ie will have enough time.
cux ie wanna prove to my managers that ie can handle a sales counter.
hhahahahahahahahaes.
no larrhs.
cux ie dun wan disappoint my managers who have high hopes on us.
hopefully ie can do it with the help of my teammates!


4:22 AM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Tuesday, December 11, 2007Y

today aint a good day for me.
almost quarrelled with dearest.
tried giving in to him.
end up ie said nth to prevent the quarrel.
he's also re-thinking abt our relationship le.
its only our 9th day tgt.
& things are happening in such a frightening speed.

this afternoon dearest didnt pick up my phone calls.
sms-ed him also didnt reply.
ie was so damn fucking worried.
cried in public.
while waiting for the damn shuttle bus to giant.
cried on the bus too.
told myself not to cry any further cux my eyes swollen.
he only pick-ed up my phone calls when ie was on the shuttle bus.
although it lessen-ed my worries.
but ie still cried.
cux ie dun think ie can afford to lose him at this point of time.
he was always there when ie needed him.
& now ie dun wish to lose him when ie needed him the most.
please dearesst.
promise me nt to hide anything from me.
ie would defintely appreciate these!

ie think ie am gonna KO infront of my lappy soon.
my eyes are so swollen & heavy.
guess ie cried too much this afternoon.
but dearest noe nth at all.
didnt let him noe.
cux ie dun wan him to be worried of me.
he already have alot of things to worry for.
so ie guess ie dun wan add on to his burden le.
sorry dearest.
didnt mean to hide these from ue.

reckon that we cant last very long ba.
is nt that ie dun have confidence.
jux that the story is too complicated.
although we are tgt finally after alot of things.
but ie still dun think we can last.
never mind.
ie dun wan the ending.
ie only wanna enjoy the process.....


5:45 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Monday, December 10, 2007Y

busy & tiring day.
went to work at 10 plus.
jux finished work at 1130.
went to chat chat with william & guys before going home.
today sales still not bad.
got 3000 plus plus.
hhahahahahahahaes.
still got abt 9 or 8 days to hit my 40 000 sales target.
hopefully ie can hit it.
den ie & yee can go eat hao liao le!!!!

almost kena complain today.
customer service de ppl tell me got one nets transaction nv approve.
& its my christmas counter de
so ie called the customer whose order time very near the "nt approved" transaction.
customer came down from yishun.
end up is not their order de.
den his wife face so damn black can.
heng ie clever enough.
go ask william out.
gave them three bags of FOCs can.
den they happily walk off.
settle le!
ie almosted cried can.
was so worried that ie will get complained
den confirm no need work there le.

ie am wondering sometimes
is it really wrong to be with someone ue like?
ie jux wanna enjoy being loved.
cux ie am always loving ppl.
and getting hurt.
the feeling jux sucks this much.
ie cannot stand it anymore.
seeing dearest so xin ku.
ie wish to end this relationship le.
although ie wish to be with him.
but ie guess in order to end his sufferings.
ie will make an end to this ba.
sorry dearest.

coming to think abt it.
ie wasted most of my life crying.
haiish.

5:13 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Sunday, December 09, 2007Y

second post of the day.
jux wake up not long ago.
sis gonna bring lappy out tonites.
wad e fuck.
ie come home no lappy use le!!!

siianned....
later going down workplace early.
wanna talk to manager.
see can dun off for next two weeks anot
cux alot of sales de.
hhahahahahahahahaes.
ie dun wanna lose sales becux of some ppl
hhahahahahahahahaes.
ps larrhs.
cux certain ways that person intro is wrong!!!! ((=

okay.
got to go le.
needa go eat den prepare for work le.
hopefully my request can be fufilled.
&& ie am gonna request that paperwork only me & shingyee do.
ie dun wan any more messing up of paperwork!

3:35 AM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Saturday, December 08, 2007Y

ie am back to blogging.
was jux locked outside my home by mum.
she forgotten that ie working ba...
wad e hell can.
have to wait till daddy come home.
den was using lappy outside till halfway...
lappy de batt flat.
wad e hell lorrs!!!!

didnt pack food for dearest.
ie went to eat with him.
today whole day.
my body dunno like wad fuck can.
like tearing into pieces.
so uncomfortable can.
not really in the mood to work.
but overall still can make it.
my sales figure is thousand plus.
forgotten the actual figure le.
but still very happy with the figure ie got.
hopefully the coming weeks will be better. ((=

okay.
ie dun wan blog any further.
nothing much to update about.
except that ie went to blk 271 to send receipt.
ie feel so bad can
wake ppl up in the middle of the night.
cux ie bu fang xin....
hhahahahahahahaes.
went to eat supper with shingyee.
but end up oso like never eat.
walk walk walk till all digest le.
waste my 450....

6:24 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。


hellos!
ie am back from health appointment.
got new medications le....
siianned.

later got to work at 4.
going early to pack food for dearest ba.
see how first.
feeling very shag le...
today wake up so early cux ah yi came.
brought bedsheets for me and jie jie.
so sweet of her rites?
thank you ah yi!

later go makan first.
very hungry can.
dunno whye.
maybe too early eat today.
ate my first meal at abt 9plus lorrs.
earlier den usual.
maybe thats whye ie am hungry now....

disturbed dearest jux now.
told him that ie wanna go buy blue roses for myself le.
cux no one buying for me.
den he say he wanna buy.
asked him dun waste money
dunno whether he will really go buy anot...
its sweet of him larrhs.
thank you dearest ((=
this set of sweetness will be in my heart ((=

siianned...
going out soon ie guess.
its getting late.
& dearest haven eat one meal yet.
going out soon!!!
meeting him soon too.

5:32 AM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, December 07, 2007Y

hellos!!!!
back to blogging.
today is my off day!!!!

went to grandma home ystd.
stayed overnight there...
slept on table top without a mattress.
went to dye hair this morning.
suppossed to be "extra light blonde gold de"
end up cux my hair de black base too dark.
den become like medium blonde.
but overall still alright lorrs. ((=
cost me 60 bucks inclusive of trimming.
still quite reasonable!!!!

ystd's sales quite fine.
total up got ard 18 orders or so.
den oso got one hamper de order....
so overall ie still got hit target ba?
dearest de flu okay le.
my turn to be feeling unwell.
guess we have spread the germs to each other.
hhahahahahahaes.
guess both of us need quite some time to recover ba...
dearest,
do get well soon okays?
ie dun wan to see ue sick & worn out.
ue needa get up for work everyday so early.
so ue mux get enough rest okay?
dun let me be worried of ue can?
ue wan me to be happy and smile ((= like this everyday.
so ie wan see ue smile ((= like this everyday too

ie finally got a chance to make full use of the laptop le.
might as well use till happy rites?
so ie am so happily blogging now...
waiting for certain people to be home.
den we go down house there chat chat lorrs
siianned...
nothing to do sehx.
slacking all the way today.
exccept for the fact that ie enjoyed my hair dying session!
very nice.
although used more than 2 hrs.
but ie still enjoyed the process very much ((=

11:10 AM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Wednesday, December 05, 2007Y

yO yO!!!
ie am back to blogging.
ie cant really blog recently.
cux working. ((=
will try to update as often as possible.

these few days de customer all chiong to my counter.
last time is we go to customers.
quite fun actually.
ystd got a pair of couple.
came & order stuffs from me.
den today call them back regarding the order no de things.
den that guy actually wanted to poach me go work for him.
say wad ie can promote my stuffs well.
ask me wan go his company work anot.
den ie say ie consider lorrs.
but most probably will go try bernard de job first.
den go try this.((=

that CX.
made me fed up again.
nv work also can make me angry.
damn idoitic.
the order no all mess up for me.
den make me go call call call customers.
kena nag-ed & scolded by customers too.
so fed up!!!!
gonna make him pay for this!!!!

siianned.
tom before go work wan go WHITE SANDS first.
go redeem my BIOSKIN de free product.
den someone accompanying me.
so good.
today got ppl lend me jacket.
all the way
den nv bring home.
thanks for everything.
ue are such a dear to me.
ie love ue alot alot!!!!
hhahahahahahahaes
give ue a big big kiss!!!!
MUACKSSSSS!!!!

5:11 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。

Sunday, December 02, 2007Y

wee~
ie am back from MIA-ing.!!!

recently was so busy working.
working morning shift all the way this whole week.
will do a brief update on wad has been going on recently.

so busy with my christmas counter.
was so called training a guy named CX.
dun wanna mention his name.
makes my blood boil.
keep teaching him.
den he cant listen.
so....
my conculsion is....
ie give up on him.
he wan chase away customers den let it be.
worse come to worse he kena complain not my problem ((=

ermm.
as for my love affairs.
ie decided not to lead that type of life anymore.
ie dun wanna let him lead my life anymore
since he found a gal he like
den ie will wish him all the best.
plus ie am never gonna be sad & cry over him again.
sorry.
but ie noe ue will read my blog.
this is wad ie have to tell ue.
jux that ie dun tell ue straight in ur face.
ie only wish to tell ue that.
since ue cant see the effort & time ie have put in.
den ie will jux let it pass.
& ie will take it as a lesson learnt.
that never put in too much feelings for a person.
ue made me once again close up my heart.
thanks.

hmms.
ie think ie wanna thank a person here.
and he is MR BERNARD TAN.
thanks for listening to me crying & spilling my troubles.
thanks for being my listening ears.
& thanks for treating me eat kinder buneo, drink green tea, lollipops & most impt.
my doggie, kinder buneo!!!
thanks worrs!!!
gg IMM acc ue actually quite fun.
jux that the travelling time sucks like hell.
hhahahahahahaes.
about one hour lorrs.
but the good thing is ue always call me & chat with me.
make me feel that time pass very fast.
thanks alot.
ue made me realise how well ie deserved to be doted by others ((=

3:50 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。