♥Evonne.O

Friday, August 31, 2007Y

hellos!!!!
back to blogging today!!!!

jux finish chatting with biie on phone lorrs.
now doin some sin tuan's stuffs.
listening to some jius online now.
cux got high chance either ie sit po zou or be do tau.
so mux early early learn first.

actually ie didnt go school again.
cux stomach numb larrhs.
yesterday night talk till halfway with biie den numb larrhs.
should be the milo ie drank
the milo @ my hse here de coffeeshop.
shucks lorrs....

hmms...
biie tonites maybe got nites out.
hope he will get out early.
earlier then yesterday those ppl.
den can meet him go shop shop awhile.

*yawn*.
feel lyk sleepin sehx......
but cant sleep.
cux needa learn all the jius asap.
den now downloading all the jius from internet.
hope to learn all.
hhahahahahahahaes.

biie jux now ask me one question.
he say whether if he not time will ie ask other guys.
he says that he dun really like me to go out with other guys lorrs..
dotts rites.
anyway...
ie told him that ie will only go out with guys ie noe larrhs.
hhahahahahahahaes.
but whether or not that guy like me.
ie cant say anything wad....
hhahahahahahahaes. =D

4:42 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Thursday, August 30, 2007Y

good evening!
iem back to blogging.

siianned.
ie went to school today...
boring.
was so upset-ed by edwin kong & haziq.
haziq actually wrote on my table asking me RIP.
WTF lorrs....
hellos.
ie noe ie have done smth silly.
budden he is not in the position to comment on it.
as for edwin kong.
he actually made fun of the fact that ie took 50 PROPANALOL.
WTH larrhs...
if ue dunno how to pronounce this word "PROPANALOL".
dun comment on it.
it is not PANADOL okay.

and horrs.
that big big BOMBER.
dun anyhow say things okay.
ie did all those not cux of a guy.
is cux of some matters....
ue better stop BOMBING around!

arghh....
ie miss biie biie so much.
two days never see him liaos...
den dun even noe he tis friday can book out tiish fri.
aniiwae,
ie won a complimentary GV ticket.
cux today got stress management talk.
den they ask questions.
ie got freebie from 77th streetl;GV & tattoos....
hhahahahahahahahaes.
tiish fri gonna put tattoo.
den scare biie biie off!
opps.
did ie mention that he got jealous again?

actually today after school got POA mock exam.
den ie not feeling well.
so went off & maybe taking it tomorrow.
den used tracy's phone to call biie.
told him that ie will be going out with frens.
den the first thing that came to his mind was...
BOY arrs?
OMG lorrs....
jealousy pot!!!!!!!
[but ie love him!!!!!!]

biie.
ie love ue forever & ever.
dun leave me.
we've been through so much before reaching here.
promise me never to leave me again!!!!!
be with me forever & ever.
muackx!!!!!
27.08.07-our promise!
ie LOVE ue!
-ie am gonna fill up one whole damm book with all the feelings for ue.
BEFORE our 1st month!
& iem gonna give it to ue.

10:45 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Wednesday, August 29, 2007Y

another post for the day.
yesterday went to eunos.
sin tuan.
actually my backache will be heal.
in the end.
kena nagged all the way.
didnt understand whye ie didnt say anything out.
yet ah pei noe every single thing that ie was thinking.
he's jux a "stranger" to me.
yet he noe me so well.
yet ie've been living with ppl around me
but they dun understand me.
yeah.
ie jux cant put down my family ties.
he wants me to save myself.
he even want me to catch back my confidence.
whye does he noe so much?
ie cant accept the fact.
he even noe that ie am jealous&feeling unfair
wants me to get rid of this unfair feeling.
iem like.
WTF. hellos.
ie've been suffering.
yet one word from ue.
n ie need to give up everything izzit.
ue noe me well.
yet ue wan me to do things that is against my principles.
WTF!!!! ie m not gonna do that.
ue said that if ue were to help me.
can ie help my siblings & cousins?
ie said ie dun feel like [cux iem tired- although ie never say, ue knew it]
ue said alrites.
if ie dun wan to help them.
at least ie mux help myself.
how should ie????
ue know how lousy ie am feeling.
yet ue dun wan me to allow me feel better.
instead.
ue wan to make me feel even lousy.
ie m begining to belief that ie m not give any chances.
everyone gets a new chance.
although ie did not die that time.
ie noe its a new chance.
but if ue were to save me & give me this chance.
n allow me to suffer more.
ie rather die.
serious.
ie dun need this type of chance
do ue noe that?
ie dun really think that ue understand this.
cux ue've never been through.
come on.
jux think about it.
all these years ie m suffering in silence.
till yesterday when ue said that.
ie tot someone really understood me.
yet.
ue dissappointed me.
ue wanted me to give in somemore eh.
ie will jux tell ue this.
IE CANT GIVE IN ANYMORE!

5:35 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

wee~
back to blogging today.

firstly.
ie think ie need to say this.
yes.
ie am attached.
to whom?
dun think need to say.
cux he & me noe can liaos.

didnt noe that he was such a jealousy pot.
so easy jealous....
ie hope he wun get angry larrhs.
budden ie onli tok to ur friend on phone marrhs.
dun so angry wad.
angry till off ur phone n dun call me back when i miss call ue.
ue are scaring me okays...

really dunno wad guys nowadays are thinking.
ie promised never to hold other guys hand.
never to go to other guys hse.
but ie never promise say ie wun continue to make frens with guy wad.
and.
ue dun have the right to stop me from making fren.
sorry.
but ie really need to get this out of my chest.
cux ie dun wan any misunderstanding.
between ue n me.

that few days keep going his hse.
go there watch show & play computer.
no need waste my hse electricity.
hhahahahahahaes.
that jealousy pot not picking up my calls.
not replying my messages.
wad the ****.

aniiwae.
ie really miss him alot.
still needa wait till at least friday den can see him.
siianned....

ie didnt go school today.
couldnt wake up on time even though biie called me.
sorry biie ifbe iie made ue angry.
but ie really have the right to make friends right.
as promised.
ie wun break the promise that belong to us.

5:20 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, August 24, 2007Y

wee~
im discharged from CGH!

opps.
ie shall talk about more on my admission to CGH.
hmms.
on the 19th
ie was admitted to the hospital for some dumb reason.
dun ask me wad
those who noe me well enough will noe.
was brought to CGH by parents n my god-parents.

A&E department:
i was attended by a female doctor.
she insterted a plug on my right hand.
she took two attempts before finding the suitable vein.
she complained that my vein was small.
duhx. that hurts okay.
i was on drip. an hour a bag.
ie was actually going through some process.
they was actually supposed to pour a chemical called "CHARCODTE" into a tube.
it was commonly known as charcoal.
cux they cant pour it in, they pull-ed the tube out again.
so painful can.
after that,
ie was supposed to drink the charcoal down.
yea. DRINK!
literally drink okay....

after that.
i was pushed up the ward @ abt 1plus am.
admitted to ward 48, bed 43.
so familiar.
grandma used to stay there too.
but it was bed 3.
shan't sidetrack on this.
after that did a whole round of blood test, ECG.
the doctor actually came in to take my blood jux abt 15mins after my parents left.
my parents left at abt 2plus.
he actually said in a very gentle tone.
telling me that he needed my blood sample.
to do liver functioning test.
they were afraid that my liver may fail.
hey.
it was painful can.
he actually injected on my left elbow there.
where normally ppl donate blood n the needle was pok-ed.
took a slight peep on him.
he had a high nose.
which normal asian don't,[well, jacky chan is one.]

after him.
nurses came into take my blood pressure n body temperature.
i was running a fever at that point of time when i was admitted.
thats whye.[but checking body temperature is an normal routine in hospital.]
after that. ie tot ie will be left alone to sleep
ie was wrong.
another nurse came in n did the ECG for me.
ie hack-ed care-d about her.
ie jux went about sleeping.
hhahahahahahaes.
ie woke up at about 7 plus.[please kindly note: ie slept at 4 plus 5 am]
cool rites.

docs started coming in to do their rounds.
they stay-ed especially long with me.
trying to ask wad happened.
ie play-ed along by the ear.
they say wad.
ie reply wad.
i was sent to do MRI & X-RAY.
MRI- to check whether any tumor or anything paritcles in my brain.
this is so as ie told them ie can actually see my friends.
understand.
X-RAY- to check on my chest.
cux ie complained about chest tight-ness & shortness of breath.
everything came out fine.
so ie am allowed to discharge.

shall start talking about event that took place during my stay.
ie think ie didnt choose the wrong time to go into hospital
alot of attachement student doctors.
nice talking to them.
okay, fine. ie will admit. they are handsome can?
hhahahahahahaes,
some even taught me how to do maths.
good rites.

got to noe two very caring & friendly nurse.
they are about my age.
Angeline Liong Jia En & Ann Sim Pei An.
nice & great nurses.
i believe that they will make the whole ward 48 a nice one!
oh ya.
did ie mention that ie was the only teenager in the whole ward?
so suay rites.
left right all old auntie.
im not saying that old auntie is bad.
jux that ie m so bored.
if nv rmb wrongly.
a maid was admitted on the 21st.
she did alot of comical stuffs.
maybe is keng de.
ie dunno and ie cant comment on it.

gotta stop blogging here.
ie jux found out that this post is far too damn long.
hhahahahahahaes.
hope ue guys wun get bored reading it.
ie will miss everyone in WARD 48.
okay. partly due to handsome guys that ie saw there.
ie admit!

11:20 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Saturday, August 18, 2007Y

wee~
didnt attend school AGAIN.
hhahahahahahaes.

siianned.
im busy preparing gathering for all BPS BESTIES!
yeahs!
sentosa activity & steamboat treat @ night!
dunno whether they will agree anot.
hope that if they read this post.
they would tag me n leave me comment on it!

siianned.
gotta go busy planning for gathering.
oh ya!
PROM NIGHT THEME: BLACK & WHITE!!!!
HOTEL: MARINA MADARIAN.
cool rites?
im gonna enjoy myself like hell!

12:20 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, August 17, 2007Y

hellos!
sorry for not blogging these few days.

14.08.07
nothing unusal happen larrhs.
just that i got to see my O level result lorrs.
very sastified!

15.08.07
had my ENGLISH O LEVEL ORAL.
quite easy.
the topic is on environmental issues & weather.
overall theme is on weather!!!!

16.08.07
went to KFC and makan.
actually got chemistry remedial de.
den i pontang lorrs!
den lee n kho allow me to postpone test till tom!
YEAHS!!!!!

10:15 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Tuesday, August 14, 2007Y

lalalalas.
never go school today!
hhahahahahahaes.

Mother Tongue result out liaos.
bleahs.
gonna check it out tom.
hopefully is wad i wan.

siianned.
my back breaking soon.
dunno wad e fcuking hell took place.

went inter jux now.
bought shing yee's belated present [finally!]
went to buy someone elses present too.
hope she will like it.
if she dun like...
me die...

hmms.
dun tink i can blog any further.
WINNIE LAO DA JIE wan me help her...
do her stead de blog...
wad e....

6:50 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Saturday, August 11, 2007Y

its a brand new day everyone!
started the day quite nicely.
went for BBALL session with QSN @ blk 408.
our ming de players:
-Choon Soon a.k.a CS/ZX
-Jun Jie ZZ
-Kai Jie FTZ
-Shi Jie
-Wei Jie
-Ting Rui
-SiRu
-Hui Zhong
-Yi Da
-Shi Xiang
-Me of course!
did ue guys notice something.
we have 4 Jies & 2 gals only.
WT...
hhahahahahaes.
anyway.
its was enjoyable playing with them!

hmms.
tom got qingzhu & jie's BBq.
i seriously am begining to think
whye am ie doing so much.
and ie get nth back in return.
ie am doing all this for HIM.
and he jux dun seems to appreciate it.
anyway.
i really cant find the meaning to carry on.
but i cant bear to give up this long waiting session.
i seriously cant!!!!

as im typing.
im listening to songs.
jux happened to be "HEAVEN KNOWS"
the lyrics fully describe my current feeling.
seriously,
is only heaven knows.
hhahahahahaes.
gotta get away liaos.
feel so damn like sleeping.
hhahahahahaes.

8:17 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, August 10, 2007Y

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!

actually.
i'm not in the least of celebrating.
cux no mood!!!!
siianned...
wake up @ 11 plus.
den yesterday sleep @ 1 plus barrhs...
so tired.
YAWN~~~~~

i'm watching NDP 07 now.
so damn shag can.
went to sheng siong jux now.
bought a new brand of shampoo.
SILKPRO de control dandruff.
i swear that i'll never use CLEAR liaos.
make my scalp so damn itchy can.
den began to have dandruff de symptoms.
jux hope that SILKPRO will solve the problem.

i'm muching some tibits now.
to prevent me from sleeping...
cux i wanna watch FIREWORKS!
yeahs!!!!!
FIREWORKS ROCKS!!!!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY ANYWAY!

10:30 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Wednesday, August 08, 2007Y

arghhs~
stop siiting on my tummy larrhs!!!!!

stupid freako.
keep irritating me lorrs.
make my tummy so painful.
never mind.
went to FTZ there.
somewad mum was possess by it larrhs.
i dun really give a damm fucking care abt it.
i jux want it to get out of my lyfe.
and stop bothering me!!!!

feeling so sleepy.
maybe cux i dun have enough sleep.
wee~
today got so many test.
den i come home...
hhahahahahaes.
dunno next week can retest anot...
btw, my new blogskin nice marrhs???
LEAVE ME TAG!!!!

3:05 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Monday, August 06, 2007Y

evening!!!!
back to another day of blogging.

sis didnt come home last night.
ie slept @ abt 3.30am in e morning.
was woken up @ about 6 plus 7 ba.
feeling so damm sleeply now.
cant get to sleep yet.
TZs & DZ coming to our house.
for a visit regarding the "frens" which are ard my hse...
which in fact is true.
seriously.
if they got something to ask from us.
jux say it.
dun keep making fun of people.
asking ppl go sleep.
den later pull ppl back to toilet.
WTF~

nose damm itchy.
got into contact with dust jux now...
haiish.
dun really care abt it.
jux now bathing tat time.
used the O2 skin de bath soap.
very relaxing.
cux got LAVENDAR inside.
the smell very nice.
oso relieve stress.....

listening to radio broadcast on com now.
which ie didnt do it for a long time.
omg...
ie think ie gonna suffer from runny nose.
sad....
my eyes are so heavy....

10:06 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Sunday, August 05, 2007Y

wee~
TANK is in town!!!!
these few days de feeling very complicated.
gonna update more on it.

03-08-2007:
went to MEDIACORP to see TANK!!!!
YEAHS!
he look so haggard.
maybe due to the lack of sleep,
he arrived @ singapore @ 12noon.
think he reached mediacorp @ about 5 or 6 plus ba.
poor thing.
we went very high yesterday @ mediacorp.
recieved goodiie bag containing a O2 skin bath soap & discount vouchers,
keep making fun of the artise there.
was a very fun day!!!
will miss TANK so MUCHIIE!!!!
TANK ROCKS!!!!

04-08-2007: [afternoon]
went to NOVENA SQUARE 2.
met up with LIYAN to collect my club tee.
so damm nice can.
love it so so so DAMM MUCH!
wore it when i took it.
queued for the free posters [which was supposed to be redeemable with a min. purchase of $30 in O2 skin]
den passed to liyan and asked her to ask TANK sign.
managed to get it!!!!
yeahS!!!!!
thank you LIYAN!

04-08-2007:[evening till rest of day.]
went to TG at about 7.15pm on DE SHU bus.
unusually empty.
cux a number of QSN went there earlier.
so seemed so damm empty....
went home @ ant 9 plus.
reached home at quater to 10 maybe.
went down for dinner.
but i didnt eat anything.
i cant eat!!!
i ate some beehoon @ tian guo.
but it seems lyk nth.
i dunno whye.
I FEEL DAMM LOW!!!
sister went out to katong.
with ray & jackson.
they are not back yet.
told mum that i will be going for movies this monday.
she said these:
"if ue guys wanna force ur parents to a corner. go ahead. if ue guys wanna do all those things to anger us. den we as parents dunno how to communicate with ue all."
eh. its lyk.
my sis dun wan come home my fault izzit?
WTF lorrs.
i already very sad.
i already cannot stand things aniimore.
and yet
more burden coming on....

am i in fault in wanting my lyfe back?
i cant differentiate reality from false now.
I CANT STAND ALL THESE NONSENSE ANYMORE!
GIVE ME A BREAK!!!!!
I AM DYING SOON.
REALLY VERY SOON.....

3:40 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, August 03, 2007Y

arghhhh...
i flared up in class today...
sorry 4E2....

i was already fed up when i cant do that dumb maths question.
den when joanne they all asking abt class tee.
the class still dun wanna listen...
they were lyk complaining that they are hungry. [cux got remedial later on]
den say wanna go eat...
still dun wanna listen to ppl and give response.
den later den say ppl wanna eat into their lunch time.
so i shouted at them.
SORRY,
i admit i am too harsh....
SORRY!

my house's stupid modem gave me a big problem jux now.
WTF lorrs.
i'm lyk...
okay fine...
finally got online.
going out soon!!!

11:35 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Thursday, August 02, 2007Y

wee~
went for adam khoo's booster camp...
will not talk about this yet.
will talk about wad happened recently.

hmms.
didnt update recently.
TUESDAY:
had maths remedial.
and GEOGRAPHY extra lessons till 6pm....
i was lyk...
duhx.... wad e SHIT.
never mind.
actually wrote down the extra lessons in my event book de.
den keep forgetting about it.
so i'm lyk....
anyway. its over.

TODAY:
had ADAM KHOO's BOOSTER CAMP.
LEROY ROCKS OKAY!!!!!
he talk about lots of stuffs.
i'm truely gald that he didnt do those stuffs that he did to Gelyang Methodist to us.
he actually did not make us hold the paper in the air for an hour.
thank LEROY.
although we made him angry.
he didnt punish us. ((=
he taught us techniques for last min exam revision.
cause we didnt do any mindmaps...

there's SS test tom...
recently at night very late den bath...
cux always reach home this late...
wad de....
suan lerrhs...
oso another good way.
at least before sleep i'm clean!

oh ya.
gotta go mugging my textbooks.
hug it to sleep.
memorise everything....

1:15 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。