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Tuesday, March 05, 2013Y

Inspired: Lil Coussie :D

05032013's;

this post is kinda inspired by my Lil Pretty Cousin.
didn't have the intention of posting anytime soon since my last update.
but she read my blog,
and that silly girl said she almost cried!
she said after reading my blog,
she feel so intimate with me.
Thanks uh, Coussie :D

Didn't manage to catch any rest at all.
too many things running thru my mind.
too much of a planning to do for my life.
too much of decision to make for my work!
&& too much of you in my thoughts.

Was upset that your company was being punished for a fault that is not committed by you guys.
Turnout twice, and you only managed to rest at likea 1am.
WTF sia.
Where is the 8 hours of uninterrupted rest as promised :/
HAHAHAs
never mind, MAMA shall complain for you !

727 more days to your JUDGEMENT DAY.
Cha Tao. taken aback i go countdown not?
HAHA
maybe people might feel that I'm silly, I'm stupid.
What for waste 2 years of my time,
waiting for someone who can't even tell you a reason to wait for.
but deep down,
we both know very well that,
what is the wait for.

I assume you asked me to wait cos ,
you wanna use the 2 years, to let go of her,
to carve out your own career,
to be a promising guy so that your future will be better.
you don't want to commit anything yet cos you don't want to be unfair to me

As for me,
like what you kept saying me
I might be silly,might be stupid in your eyes.
but i know, you are touched.
cos from the look in your eye that night,
that very night when i told you.
2 years jiu 2 years, not like i cant wait.
and when you look at me, saying me stupid.
I saw something behind your eye,
you might think that i did not notice it.
But i did.
I saw tears in your eye.

I do not know whether the tears are cos you are touched,
or cos you were thinking,
why cant she do the same for you.
But i saw the tears, they are a fact.
Though you never let it fall,
but i felt the pinch.
I seriously do.

I do not know what the future has in store for me.
But for sure,
I know that this 727 days is gonna be tough,
tiring, lonely and hard to walk through.
but i believe, at the end of this path,
i will see the fruits of hard labor.

Whether or not after this 727 days you will still be here,
I am not bothered.
I just want you to know that,
at least at this very moment,
I am enjoying your company.
and I'm glad that God,
has brought you back to my side after 3 years.

I believe its fate that we still talk as much as we like 3 years back.
I believe its fate that we still meet each other even after 3 years.
I believe its fate, that if we are gonna be tgt by each other sides in the near future.
But regardless of whether are we gonna be tgt once more,
I still thank God for letting me know you.

I just want you to know,
I have not, and will not regret what i am doing now,
and on that saturday night.
you keep saying its not turning back,
*sounds evil*
but i really do not want any chances for this to turn back.

Misses XOXOXOXOXOXO

8:35 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。