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Tuesday, October 02, 2012Y

02102012's:

bought a birthday card last evening.
wrote utter rubbish inside.
didn't even dare to leave my name and a return address.
am a coward ain't I?


I walked around Causeway Point alone last evening while waiting for Mom.
kept thinking of you.
keep having flashbacks of our past.
times where we will spend time together, even if it means just sitting beside you.

It's just 3 more days to your 21st.
I used your friend's facebook to check on yours.
I'm sorry. I know its your privacy but I just can't help it.

You have this post on your wall.
"How am I supposed to melt the iceberg that separate us"
How I wished this post is dedicated to me.
But I know I'm thinking too much.

To you, I'm just a person who has caused you unhappy moments.
Have you ever thought that you have also caused unhappy moments for me?
But I have chosen to forget the unhappy memories and only remember those happy ones!
why? cos I still have you in my heart and I dont know how to let go of you.


Maybe you will feel that whatever I am saying are bullshit.
But God knows that it's real. 
I have never tried so hard to let go of someone but still failing to.
You are just so capable of haunting my brains, my mind with all your shadows.


People kept telling me its time to move on and let the past go.
I am trying real hard.
Right now, all I can do is just to whine to my blog.
as this is the only avenue that no one knows and you wont know.
and I can whine all I want.


Hopefully, I will be able to post the card out by tomorrow so that you will receive it before Friday or latest by Friday.


Yours sincerely



6:12 PM
愛情沒有對或錯,只有珍惜和錯過。