♥Evonne.O

Monday, October 01, 2012Y

01102012's:

On the last day September 2012, I decided to remove the ring on my fourth finger and trying to move on. However, memories keep haunting me and I feel real uneasy without the ring on.

In another 4 days, you will be celebrating your 21st. I still remembered how I told you my plans and ideas to celebrate it for you and I even promised you two awesome present for you. But right now, everything just have to be left behind and forgotten.

My Dear Friend, how are you doing now? I know that you don't even see me as a friend anymore. But I just can't help it but think of you. After all being together for 377 days isn't a very short period. I hope you are doing well and staying healthy.

Today marks the 102 days that we have since broke up. I hope everything is going well for you. People are telling me that I can't let go of you. Yes, I admit this and I do not deny. But I will still put up the front that I have already gotten over you and leading an absolutely ~~perfect-without-you-kind-of-life~~
as I do not want people around me to be worried.
The old Evonne Ong is ~~strong, independent and fast-to-get-over kind of girl~~
. I do not want them to see me weaken down after this relationship. I must stay as strong as before so that no one will be worried about me.

Despite trying to move on, I know that I can't and had failed badly. There are billions and millions of things that I want to let you know but never had the courage to do so. Even right now, I wish to call you and wish you Happy Birthday personally, I also can't pluck up my courage. Hence, I can only pen down all my thoughts here and hoping that maybe miracle will take place and you will see it.

ZTWS, though I know its absolutely hard for us to get back together again ( & I don't even dare to hope that it will happen), I still hope that you will achieve your goals and dreams step by step. Even though we will not be able to achieve our common vision and goals together, but I believe one fine day down the path/route, we will meet once more. And when that day comes, it will be the day we realized what we have missed out in each other's life and what we have lost when we left each other.

So, from now till then, you have my best wishes.
I will still keep you in a corner of my heart as you had really once made an impact in my life and I really did once, loved you.

Yours sincerely
♥

5:16 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。