29 more days to my 20th .1 year & 29 more days to my 21st .
am wondering (-perhaps thinking-) how would both birthdays be like ?
would i be celebrating with someone special ?
or would i be spending it alone again ?
attended attachement trial today ! :D
(- at AMK Centre II NTUC My First Skool Campus :D -)
am so over th moon (:(:(:
i hope/wish/pray so badly tht i will be able to get shortlisted.
if i really get shortlisted,
i will be able to go on a diploma fully sponsored by my employer !
but i will then be bonded down 3 years in return.
(-well; guess its worth th bond cos i get to STUDY :D:D:D-)
just ended watching Forensic Heros II .
loving this show to th max despite th fact tht i've watched it soooo many times :D
my eyes are kind of shutting while typing in fact >.<
bo bian, who ask me last night backside itchy donte wanna rest,
watch ghost movie till 5 plus 6 den gam wan go rest.
den 7 plus 8 jiu wake up le.
am into this song recently : 雨一直下 - 张宇
love th lyrics cos it totally describes my feelings.
shall share some of th lyrics which caused me to fall so deep for this song:
- 你爱着他，也许也带着恨吧。
( you love him, perhaps with abit of hatred)
- 为何当初那么傻，还一心想要嫁给他。
(whye are you so stupid in th beginning with th thot of marrying him)
- 就是爱到深处才怨他，舍不舍得都断了吧。
(love till th extent of resentment against him; bear it or not, breaking up is th best option)
- 那是从来没有后路的悬崖。
(its already at th end of th cliff with no more route)
- 就是爱到深处才由他，碎了心也要放得下。
(its only love till th extent into giving in,gotta let go despite being heartbroken)
- 难道忘了爱他的伤已密密麻麻。
(unless you've forgotten the numerous injuries just cos of his love)
- 不要再为了他挣扎；不要再为他左牵右挂；今后不管他爱不爱谁；快乐吗；都随他。
(stop struggling for him;stop caring for him every moment;no matter who he loves next; satisfied/happy;let him be)
kinda meaningful yeah ?
hopefully, (- i pray; tht you would stumble upon this post & understand th kind of heartache im going thru -)
translation credits are from google translation on top of my re-phrasing& paraphrasing :D
hopefully you guys enjoy.
btw, if you guys would wante to listen to this song,
please click here:
will be back with more songs tht has a special meaning/ lyrics.
from now; till then.
cya around soon ~
