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Friday, July 23, 2010Y

things are changing
human beings are changing
everything is changing ...



i realised that whenever you donte wante something to happen,
it will just somehow or rather take place .
when you have the strong desire for it
things will just come out as the opposite manner.
whye must things happen in this manner ?


went for an interview yesterday morning
yes, i managed to secure a one year contract
but so what ?
i'm still busy busy with my LFI (:
all i need is just another 3 months.
3 months to realising my dreams
3 months more to have the last laugh.
but who understands this
except for people on the same boat as me


people always laugh at us for being silly.
but have they ever thought that they themselves wonte have the final laugh ?
if yes,
whye must they indulge in a self-denial mode ?
whye cant they just wake up from their bloody nonsense idea ?
whye must they keep cheating their own feelings ?


sighs.
whenever i'm looking for a romance
it just wonte happen
but look now
i'm not looking for one
but ended up with a few scandals -.-
i'm not saying its not good
but its just a weird feel



i do admit that i've got a bit of good feeling towards him
but i just donte feel that its right at this moment
or perhaps it wonte be right forever ?
i can accept alot of facts that my family members cant
but what if one fine day
i decided to stay with him for long ?
will my family members give me their blessings ?
i donte think so ... =/



sighs.
god, please show me a way .
if he is the one,
please enlighten me with some hints.
i'm confused =/

4:48 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。