♥Evonne.O

Thursday, August 20, 2009Y

*some minor eidts for the previous post .*
i got together with my current guy a few days ago
so far ,after JY;
no guy was able to give me this huge sense of security
till now , i found him <33
i will never wanna let him go .
thats whye im doing so much things ,
just for the sake of building our future .
i wante this to work out :)
yep, i did found him .
but for this ,
i needa wait .
reason behind ,
belinda laopo know it best .
i'll never let go of you ,D
i'll be here ,
right at the spot where we started everything ,
just to wait for you .
i will show you in actions ,
instead of words . <33

its a hurtful issue afterall .
i donte wish to mention it here .
we did not breakup or something like that .
both of us just needed more time to cultivate this feeling :)
guys ,
im alright .
REALLY ALRIGHT .
nobody is going to worry for me alright .?
not even YOU , D
no one is at fault .

went dinner with D this evening
heh . :)
was fking full after that meal lahs . =X
he treated me like a pig can .
keep asking me to eat =p
aftermath ,
went to sintua .
saw a girl ,
older than me .
but in my previous plight .
talked to her .
hopefully she will change and listen .
its still not too late if u wanna turn back .
trust me :)

the chinese 7th month is here .
grandma's 3rd year anniversary is going to be here in 12days later .
1st sept .
i really cant bring myself to accept that grandma has been gone for 3 FKING years.
after grandma's anniversary,
mommy's birthday will be here .
12th oct .

visted granny today at TTSH .
she's left with bones and skin .
i really mean it .
my heartached .
but i didnt mentioned much .
i really wante to make things right once again .
REALLY .
i regretted so much .

am i handling things and emotions in the right way .?
D , i know you will be reading this .
i really wanna make things right once again .
i feel so FKING lost now .
no one knows how 'm feeling now .
no one knows what i want now except for you .
but ., we need the space and time to cultivate out the right feeling .
'll show you what i said ,
through my actions .
'll tell you that you did not choose the wrong person .
'll show you that everything that i promised you will be done .
all these ,
are my promise towards you .
for the sake of me changing into a better person ,
and for the sake of ~~our~~ the future .
i really really treasure you alot ,
and yes ,
you are someone who is VERY VERY important to me.
i didnt dared to tell you cause i donte wanna add on burden to your life.
but it was untill just now ,
when i silently thought over things ,
i realised .
you have already took up the whole space in my heart .
I LOVE YOU <33

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愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。