♥Evonne.O

Thursday, August 27, 2009Y

back with my nonsense for the day .
lols -.-

basically
did nth much of meaning today .
fell asleep infront of my com with the lappy on.
woke up at 6 plus to shut down .
and then sleep till 4 plus .
lols -.-
bath, had dinner with parents and went to collect my flats !
heh .
love it lots (:

aftermath ,
went to sintua .
reached ard 6 plus i guess .
did a whole lot of things
like preparing the ink.
make till my whole hand black black -.-
stayed till 11 plus den went off .
daniel ah kor came to fetch us (:

went to meet up with belina laopo .
she is having the worse time now .
i've never seen such unreasonable guy can .
so what if she's going to hold a higher qualification than you .?
its for her own good .
my godness
if she's not going to study now ,
den when .?
till the day when she turn old .?
or till the day when people starts to comment her .?
its impt to have qualification in singapore .
FKING important .
no one has the right to stop her from studying .
not even her parents .
what right do you have .?!
@#@!$$^%*%^*&!

sighs.
it's been 8 days .
and yet .
i still cant let go .
i may look like im alr on the surface .
but no one knows what its like to cry for no reason .
my thoughts wasnt about him .
but just some little things can make me think of him .
and then the tears came along .
i kept wiping it off ,
but it just keep coming .
till the extend that i do not feel like wiping it off anymore.
D , is there really no chance we can be together again once more .?
i promise , this time round ,
the feeling will defintely be right .
whye must you be a coward .
face yourself .
the feeling is always right .
but you claimed that its not cause you haven gotten over M
stop using this as an excuse to hurt me.
seriously ..
im not the only who feels this way .
even my friend ,
also says that the feeling is always there
just that you chose to hide from it .

somehow ,
the things that we've done before is living in my mind .
the places we've been to before,
the words and sentences that you said to me before .
how we held our hands in public ,
how we kissed each other in a park ,
how i indulge in lying on your shoulder ,
how i talk to you about our future ,
how you told me what your future dreams are like .
i can remember even single detail .
the way you encourage me to go back to studies ,
the way you quarrelled with elvis just because he kept pestering me .
the way you hug me ,
the way you look at me .
every single thing ,
its living in my mind every single second .
i just cant forget so easily .
im sorry .
i know that i promised you that i'll stay strong
but i cant .
im breaking down anytime .
i need you by my side D
seriously ,
i need you by my side .
im seeing the signs of breaking down .
its exactly like what took place 2 years ago .
cry cry cry cry non stop.
and finally when i couldnt take it .
i chose the easy way out .
but i didnt die.
i donte wante this to happen again
honestly .
I DONTE WANTE THIS TO HAPPEN AGAIN.
will you stay by me .?
and walk with me through this journey .?

1:51 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。