♥Evonne.O

Sunday, March 29, 2009Y

warning !
th following content might make you guys laugh or cry.
adult supervision is required (:

it might sound stupid .
i cried at my workplace on 27th night.
i didnt had enough sleep th night before.
and i was feeling so fucked up at work
due to customers
i kept silent all th way.
i thought about you.
out of a sudden,
you came back into my mind.

it was a busy night tht day.
all rooms were filled
no exception for k3.
it looks as though its fate.
k3's customer kept looking for me.
asking me to take photos for them.
bringing a lost lady back to their room.
settling their bill and sorts.
i was reminded of you whenever i walked by.
therefore i always avoided tht route as frequent as possible.
as much as needed, i wonte appear at tht route for nothing.
tht night was really an exception.

after taking photos for them,
i felt so down.
i went into th ladies .
but tears just wouldnt come out.
i thought i would be fine
and thus i went back to work.
but when i was back at my service counter.
tears started to flow.
jingfang came and saw me crying.
she thought tht i was just plain tired at th startin till she saw me sobbing.
she comforted me.
but i just kept crying.

after awhile,
i wiped my tears thinking that i've cried my share.
a moment later .
i went to th staircase where we used to smoke at before i start work
& i begin crying again !
well.
after smoking two sticks of cig
i went back thinking everything is over.
but when i went to ask for permission to smoke .
and ann lee asked me th reason for me being so silent th whole night.
i fucking CRIED again.
WTF was i thinking ?
i couldnt figure out whye i kept crying till i saw th time and date.
it was 26 mins to 28th march 2009.
maybe you might have alrd forgotten th meaning of this date.
but i still remember it so clearly.

it was supposed to be our first month tgt
but everything just ended.
i guess you may be leading a better life now.
you are going on a holiday to hongkong soon.
and im praying tht you will have a safe journey and enjoy it.
it sounds silly.
but i know im gonna need some time to get over you.
i finally realised something.
maybe what we've got for each other was just crush in th begining.
but i treated this relationship so seriously tht i begin to have feelings for you
as for you, when th feeling faded ,
you chose to avoid and run away.
but i would understand.
thanks for everything tht you have given to me.
those are things which other couldn't provide.
you have given me stuffs which couldn't be bought outside
and taught me lessons tht couldn't be found in school.
thanks (:

anyway,
just a quick flash of my life recently,
i've been working non stop like a workaholic.
madness aint it ?
anyway
th whole night shift am left with only one female server .=/
and tht's me =/
xue er alrd resign and went off.
and thus leaving me alone ):
anyway,
a customer gave me his bottle of 12yrs CHIVAS REGAL SCOTCH WHISKY ~
wee ~

9:48 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。