<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/19879921?origin\x3dhttp://vonified.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> <iframe src="http://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID=3054107564476057249&blogName=url.blogspot.com&publishMode=PUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT&navbarType=BLACK&layoutType=CLASSIC&homepageUrl=http%3A%2F%2Furl.blogspot.com%2F&searchRoot=http%3A%2F%2Furl.blogspot.com%2Fsearch" height="30px" width="100%" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" id="navbar-iframe" frameborder="0"></iframe> <div id="space-for-ie"></div>
you are now at
vonified.blogspot.com
Wednesday, January 07, 2009Y

backk to blogg ...
super tired ):
arghhhh .
aint feeling well ):
wished tht YOU were with me now.
really .
anw ...
shall not harp on it anymore.



just read J****'s blog.
realised so much have took place.
called his mummy .
at first i called his house
den he picked up.
OMFG ,
he cant recognise my voice anymore.
am i really that insignificant to YOU ?
WTF . its only 2 months plus.
WTF WTF WTF .
no need like this de right.
at least put me in one corner of ur memories.
no need to like DUMP ME AWAY.
WTF .who am i to YOU seriously ? :(


had this bad mood swing yesterday afternoon .
met up with baby at his place.
den fetched XMM from her school.
while waiting for her ,
i actually voimted outside her school lohhs.
i guessed i voimted my gastric juice out.
i actually was smsing YOU while i vomit can :/
den i told YOU .
den YOU were like ...
DOTS lahs .
hahas.


YOU were like worried for me lahhs.
YOU keep scolding me saying i never take care of myself .
:/ i got lohhs ):
is i donte know what happen only.
after i vomit.
my whole mood like very low.
cause YOU said i never take care of myself.
i very sad can ? :(


a few times,
i really donte know what i want with myself.
it seems so complicated.
it seems so disturbing.
sometimes,
i cant see myself in my own future.
it seems so complicating.
it seems so wrong .
everything i've done seems wrong.
im a coward.
i donte dare to face up to my own problems.
i chose to hide from it.
please forgive me

4:20 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。