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Thursday, December 04, 2008Y

its been long since i did a second post for a day .
having this headache which just wouldnt go off !
FUCKING PAIN ~



molly's too weird today.
she didnt find fault with me ,
didnt come and look for me !
today too peaceful le lohhs !
abit not very used to it .
hahas.
but well.
i donte mind =)



my body's system very very weird can.
i was grumbling about being hungry this morning.
den when it hits lunch time ,
went to Centrepoint for lunch,
i donte seem to be hungry anymore !
i just fking donte know what's wrong with my body !
abit crazy .
sometimes i eat alot ,
sometimes i donte eat.



is this signs of dying ?
if yes,
god please .
take me to ur side FAST .
i cannot take the stress here anymore.
i want to go to a place where i can enjoy life le.
very tiring here.


listening to random songs from phone.
"Always Be My Baby" is the song now.
memories flashed back.
my "he" used to sing it to me over the phone whenever i requested.
"he" now belongs to someother ppl.
does "he" also sing it to her ?
please dont.
let this song be only for the two of us can ?
i really missed you.
i shant use that word anymore.
"he" aint suit for me to MISS him.
i want to get over you,
and lead a brand new life fast.
really fast.
i wanna put this relationship into the memories.
lock it up,
and never let it be unlocked.
i just felt like curling up in a corner.
and sort out all my feelings and thoughts at one go.



on this hand,
i want to enjoy being loved.
but on the other hand,
my heart skipped a beat for somebody else.
im confused.
i donte dare to put in much hope n feelings.
im afraid things will turn out the way like the other time.
im really afraid.
i became very anti-social recently.
i donte know why oso.
maybe its a sign of being self-defensive.
might be my sub conscious which is warning me to prevent myself from being hurt once more.
my sub conscious has always been there to protect me.
without it,
i guess i would have long be on the news that i've been hit down by a car or something like that
its that sub conscious which kept me to stay strong till today.
i will live on hard.
thanks

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4:49 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。