lina jie n leo spoke to me over msn last night.or should ie say midnight ?we chatted from 1 plus till 3 plus am.& then ie went to sleep cause im tired.worn out n shagged .ie had this dream last night.ie dreamt of th perfect wedding of my life .the groom was still you .ie noe you will be laughing at me ,thinking tht im silly.cause ue said over is over .hahquite a handful still thinks tht we two are still tgt.ie wished n prayed it was tht case .but ie knew th only way to make this come true is to work hard towards ur goal .ur ideal type of girl.& thn my dream will come true.a handful of them tells me tht ue are not worth my love.but well ,ie just simply told them tht ,there's nth called worth it or not worth it in a r/s .it just depends on how much you are able to give in & whether ue are willing to do it anot.ie gave in every single bit of wad ie could.just t get ur breakup in exchange.ie told myself i've done my best.i'll move from there.even thou i've moved on .it doesnt mean tht ie forgotten ue.im still silently waiting for ue in a small corner of th world.ie will be there when ue need just like in th past ie did those silly little acts to make ue take notice of mebut now ,i've grown up .i noe ue wonte be moved by those childish actsso i shall just be at a corner giving in my love for uetill th day you realise it .no matter how long its gg to take ,i'll still wait no matter wad.cause ie noe ue worth my waitie noe this post will bring up somethin big again.but thnx guys ie appreciate th concern n care .but ie would like to face this wound alonecause by consoling me n stuffsit will only make me indulge in self-pity which ie donte wante.cause ie noe he wonte like it either. he prefer girls who can think independently ,care n love for their boyf (=ie noe wad ue wante.i'll make sure you see th change in me soon.with lots of love ,
evonne.
this post is specially dedicated to joses low jiayi.
th love of my life.
after all th r/s i've been through,
this is the best ie ever had.
ie noe love aint the whole thing in my life
but ie wouldnt wante to lose someone ie love dearly
just because im aint willing to change
baby ,
wait for me.