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Saturday, September 27, 2008Y

back to posting .
250908 is my offical last day in Baleno Kingdom(S) Pte Ltd.
today is my 106th day with baby.
but he's at BQ celebrating Pika's Birthday.
well .
its alright ie guess ...



had a heart to heart talk with yee today during our outing.
ie found out there's alot of problems which im facing in my r/s is the same as wad yee is facing.
we invested very heavy feelings into our current r/s .
its not a bad thing actually.
but we would rather feel loved by our partners.


sometimes ,
in the middle of the night ,
ie would ask myself.
whye is it that ie invest such heavy feelings in this r/s
when im afraid of being hurt badly.
there's millions n billions of things which ie wanna let baby noe.
but millions n billions of times ,
ie donte have the courage to do so.


im begining to worry.
worry wad if one day my heart is dead ?
wad if one ie stop calling or smsing baby ?
wad would take place.
will baby begin to worry ?
will he be afraid ?
will he ?



baby,
im not complaining or being childish.
ie really need ur shoulder for me to cry on very badly.
but you were always not there when ie needed you.
like wad shanon says
im not happy without you by my side.
without you ,
my smile will never be genuine
my laughs will never be the ones when im with you.
baby , can you see the sadness buried under me ?
ie donte want you to read this n feel guilty.
ie donte wante to be your burden anymore.
ie wante to grow up.
ie wante to be the ideal girl you want.
but no matter how hard ie try to do it,
it just doesnt seems to be the kind you want.



baby ,
you promised you will guide me throughout this whole journey,
you promised you will always be there no matter how much time im left with.
you promised to love me more than you loved your ex.
but ie just cant feel it.
am ie dying ?
or is my heart numbed.
can someone tell me ?



如果爱你必须牺牲我所拥有的东西和快乐，
我会毫不犹豫的答应。
因为你是我这一生中，
唯一无法放不下的男人。
♥ 我爱你♥

1:37 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。