♥Evonne.O

Sunday, August 31, 2008Y

back to blogging.
MIA-ed the past few days.

hmms.
ie did something rather stupid on friday evening. sorry baby. ie didnt mean it. ie donte noe wad came over me.
went for my ENT checkup @ CGH on friday afternoon. did the stupid scope again. doc says that there's two lumps surrounding my voice box. referred me to another clinic call the voice clinic where they will do damn bloody lots of test to my voice. haiish . will these lumps = cancer cells ? im worried. really worried. if it is really cancer , how am i suppose to face it ? will ie be able to take it ? thats a very big question and something worth worrying about. im afraid ie wonte be able to find the strength to live on anymore . haiish.

maybe im thinking far too much. im HOPING it is. ie donte wante this to turn real. ie still got lots of things that ie wante to do. egs like marrying baby and having lots of children with him,being the most fortunate gal on the world cause my baby loves me so MUCH,celebrating our anniversaries .ie got tons n tons of things to do. ie still wanna continue with my studies n complete my degree de. ie still got a million and billion of stuffs to do.ie still donte wanna leave this world so soon...

everyone is asking me to not think too much. ie will try. but it isnt ue guys. so ue guys wonte really understand how it feels like not knowing wad is surrounding ur voice box.

1:22 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, August 29, 2008Y

dear frens of mine .donte probe on my previous post. he did nothing wrong. ie was the one who needs to cool down.

baby ,
this was exactly wad ie asked ue. if one day ie were to leave ue for no reason , how would ue react. ue replied. why? ue would ask me a big whye. but ue believe ie will not do this.ie replied ie donte know. ie really donte know. im just afraid ie will not last long with ue. everything seems to be a dream to me. its been so smooth sailing. im afraid that when ie wake up tom morning . ue will not be here with me. i'll never recieve any sms-es from ue saying that ue miss me. im really afraid. sometimes , when certain things seems to be so good , im just afraid ie will lose it. ie noe ue already have a plan in mind for the next 5 years. im always asking this , when can ie get married . HAHAs. childish rites. but baby will always tell me something. no money , no career , no marriage talks. hahas. well , ie would really love to get married to baby as soon as possible if ie can. ie wante to have lots of kids with ue ((= baby , ie think im planning far too much ahead ya ?

baby,
IF one day , ie left suddenly , donte search for me. please. ie donte wish ie have to face ue n answering your big big why. if ie ever will leave ue , its because ie love you too much. baby , no worries , ie wonte leave ue for now. its just a IF . baby , ie think ie will never make this silly option to leave ue cause ie donte wante others to have ue !

well ,
im gg back to JY tml[or rather a few hours later =p] hahas. teachers day celebration ! well , ie certainly miss my TEACHERs !!!! ahahas. so longgg never go back le. wee. spent $51 bucks for mrs shankar's present. HAHAS. kaes.
need go sleep le. if not tml foundation must be super THICK to cover my black eyes !!! nites peeps ~

2:09 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, August 22, 2008Y

back to posting . aint in any mood to put any colours up in my blog. baby just told me that he felt that our feeling is fading. okays , im weak . my tear fell .
alot of times, ie got millions and billions of things that ie want to tell ue . tell ue how much ie really need ue by my side , tell ue how important ue are to me in my life, tell you ie wouldnt dare to imagine how life will be without ue, tell ue that im jealous instead of angry, tell ue that ie really donte wanna let ue go this life.
and yeap. the sms made my heart break.

sorry baby. ie noe ue donte wante to hear anymore sorries. but im really sorry. sosrry for being selfish. ie only wante me to be the only one owning ue this life. i love you <3

*if you are leaving, please let me noe. although it hurts me alot to say these, but ie still wanna let ue noe if ue really leave me, ie swear ie wonte go into any relationship anymore.*

1:38 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Saturday, August 16, 2008Y

back to posting after mia-ing .... well .... just woke up from nap at baby's house . he's still sleeping like a pigg ((= hahas. nth better to do so came to edit photos n blog ((= siianned lohhs. yesterday take anna's husband de bike back to tampines accidentally injuried my leg. went to see doctor this morning . nothing serious bahhs . gave me medicine n cream lohhs. mummy n daddy gg to msia this sunday . ie cant join them . cause working. nth much to blog le . byeeess

3:32 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Saturday, August 09, 2008Y

went pubbing last night with baby at boat quay . very fun experience. drank quite alot. had martell & beer. HAHAs. ie admit ie was slightly drunk last night . MAC breakfast with Junkie , Leo , Issac, Baby, Ivan , Ah Chui Jie Jie n Nick[joined us last min] ((= well , vomitted straight after the breakfast. FUCK it. didnt went to work . hangover at baby's place. slept till 5pm den FINALLY wake up. HAHAs. both of us were like piggys. after waking up , had lunch at his house. supposed to meet leo n company at city hall to see fire works de. end up never go .=X baby accompanied me to see a doctor at tampines. baby's at phuture now. with nick n ivan. hope they have an enjoyable night there. there got event today. will only be ending at 5 am . hopefully baby will buy breakfast for me. HAHAS. wait long long.... still owe him money lohhs. go see doctor he paid first. (=

10:16 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Monday, August 04, 2008Y

ITS MY FAULT . SORRY .

11:34 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。