♥Evonne.O

Thursday, July 31, 2008Y

blogged since ie couldnt sleep . blogged since im worried. blogged since ie am sad. blogged since im emo. too many reasons for me to blog this time round. baby never replied my sms or pick up my calls since ie last talked to him at about 11+pm. ie guess he's sleeping soundly by. he aint feeling well. might be due to exams stress. hopefully it is exams stress. baby's suffering from lose of appetite. really might be due to exams . baby darling. pls pls pls take good care of urself. ue always asked me to do so. and im now asking ue to do it too. im afraid to see ur body getting weaker by day. ie donte wish to listen to ue saying ue are having gastrics or wadsoever cause im worried. even when ue donte tell me anything. im still worried n afraid ue donte eat or ue are suffering from any pain any where. got my hair cut done today. much love to my new hair cut. all split ends have been trimmed off . my new long hair will come soon . very very soon . how much longer can ie survive being a wonderwoman. ie wante to be a superwoman for baby. ie wante him to be proud of me instead of feeling that im a burden to him. ie wante baby to hold my hands and tell the whole world he loves me. ie wante baby to tell everyone he wantes no one except for me. ie wante to recieve bouquets of flowers from baby ie wante to listen baby saying he loves me more each day. ie wante to hug baby n never let him go. ie will tell the whole world he's going to be my last baby . ie will tell the whole world ie wante to marry baby n stay with him forever. ie will hug baby tight and never ever let anything to upset our relationship. ie will be a super wonderwoman for baby cause ie noe he need someone strong to support him. ie will do lots and lots of things to make baby feel proud of me. ie will hold baby's hands and tell the whole world i love him .ie will spring surprises for baby . ie will every now and then think of ways to keep baby's health in very very good condition. ie will do all ie can to make baby feel happy when he's with me every single minute. baby, this is how much ie love you. and this is just one part of wad ie'll do for you in exchange to be together with ue forever. ie noe ue will not promise me anything before you get a stable job. ie will wait. ie really will wait. TRUST ME ! ie really wante you to be my last baby, last romance, last date, first and last husband (= the love ie have for u will be indescibable. if one fine day im to leave this world before you do, pls remember that ie will always still love you and no matter wad. ie hope you will find someone else to replace my place. maybe ue guys will think that im thinking far too long le. but im damn serious when ie say ie wante to marry baby and have his kids. im all ready now. just WAITING for the day to arrive. waiting for the day baby propose to me =X waiting for that day baby says that he wante to have his own kids waiting for that day that baby wante to step on the red carpet with me.im going to wait no matter wad. ie just wante to be with you forever and ever.

last but not least,
BABY, I REALL LOVE YOU <3333
XOXOXOXO

3:20 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。