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having lots of random thoughts now . so came up to do a second post .
sometimes ie really wonder . wonder how long ie can live on this earth . wonder how would life be if grandma didnt pass away . wonder how would it feel likes , if im still with him . a few of my friends had their relationship starting on the same date as mine . 1 is still gg on . another one gone a few days after mine . is 0101 a bad day to start relationship ?
ever since ie changed to this blogskin . ie begin to agree with it . LOVE = LUST . hahas . ie wonder . out of all my past relationships , how much did ie really gave in ? from the first to the fifth , ie gave alot . sixth till eighteen , ie admit , sort of fooling around . last two , [nineteen & twenty] ie placed alot of hope . in the end , we didnt last . =X
kind of sad to hear this rite ? ie gave in alot . end results was still the same . sometimes ie really do wonder how much to give in . would be the right amount . people came talking to me , about their relationships development . ie commented . gave advise . it really did help them . however , im still a failure . ie cant keep the one ie loved with me for long . sad case ?
sad to say . ie donte even noe whether ie still noe how to love someone anot . feelings come , feelings fade . its been so usual stuff for me . so usual till . ie donte even noe whether the feeling is there anot .
text-ed ant earlier on . ie guess after all the self-reflecting , ie know where has gone wrong . maybe im too demanding . it might be a case where it was wad ie thought . everything happened just so naturally . as ie expected . whenever ie start to treasure , whenever ie start to commit , things will just happen the other way round .
this makes me think back . should ie really commit into a relationship ? or maybe ie should just have the old attitude , im just playing around . wtf . guess ie will be scolded for playing around . maybe this is wad we say , KARMA . what comes around eventually goes around . hahas . im just being very random .
anyone to share with me their thoughts & view ? ie guess ie should do a measurement . a measurement guide , as to how much of feeling ie should commit for the next relationship . hahas .