♥Evonne.O

Wednesday, February 06, 2008Y

back from shopping spree @ BUGIS STREET.
went shopping with gwen.
yuhoo.
the two of us went almost crazy lorrs.
shop-ed for a cardigan.
bought another two pairs of shoe.
one casual wear, another for mum.
bought 3 pairs of earrings.
that setlles almost all my new year stuffs.
ooooooo.
bought another pack of DIY stuff & a pack of cross stich.
LMAOs.
brought 60 bucks out.
left nth much lorrs! =p

went to suntec for DONUTS.
bought one only today.
bought espresso mousse.
LOLS.
so nice!!!!!!!!!

msg-ed anthony today.
asked him the final time.
his reply is.
will let ue noe soon.
wth.
ie m struggling so hard.
yet only one word is all ue need.
have ue ever thought about by leaving me ue are hurting me even more?
ue say ue dun wanna hurt me more.
hey.
ue are HURTING me EVEN MORE by LEAVING me!

haiish.
so far.
ie told myself ie CAN forget him.
but ie couldnt.
ie dun wanna bluff myself anymore.
ie dun wanna accept some other ppl
when ie cant provide them a place in my heart.
its unfair to them & ue.
when ie noe ie still love ue this much.
ie go accept someone else.
its self deciving.
ie dun wanna end up hurting more than two person.
whye should a innocent party get hurt when its between ue & me?
whye?

ie dun wanna hear anymore excuses from ue.
ie wan a truthful answer from ue.
did ue break up with me becux of a friend of mine?
is it cux of her?
please..
dun let it be this answer.
ie wun be able to accept this fact!

new year's approaching in another 23 hours time.
ie would like to wish everyone a happy new year.
the following will be dedicated to my grandma:
ah ma, after so long, ie still miss ue. esp when it comes to festive seasons, ie would be reminded of ue.the smile on ur face, the jokes & fun we had. ie miss gg to punggol plaza with ue. ie miss buying clothes for ue. ie miss learning how to cook from ue.ie miss staying over at ur hse.ie practically miss everything ie've done with ue.ie noe its nt possible for ue to return to me.ie noe its nt possible for all the thing to be reverted. but all ie ever asked for is jux more time with ue. whye did ue leave me so fast when ue said ue wanna wait till ie get married? whye did ue leave me so fast when ie said ie wanna take good care of ue when ie start to have big bucks coming in? whye did ue leave me when we already agreed to spending new year together? ie hate 5th september!

4:25 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。