♥Evonne.O

Thursday, January 31, 2008Y

STOP GIVING ME TROUBLE CAN?
ITS SUPER DUBER IRRITATING.
QUARREL,QUARREL & QUARRELS
ARE YOU NOT SICK & TIRED OF IT?
YOU ARE NOT YOUNG LE LLEAHS.
DUN NEED A 17 YEAR OLD TO HANDLE UR STUFFS.
SETTLE IT URSELF USING THE MOST MATURE WAY.
INSTEAD OF BEING SO CHILDISH.
PLEASE.
USE YOUR BRAIN, NOT UR JELLY.
LISTEN UP.
YOU ARE 19 ALREADY OKAY.
STOP ALL YOUR NONSENSE & GROW UP.

4:13 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

back @ home

went shopping today.
at CWP & of course SUNTEC CITY again.
doing nth @ CWP lorrs.
stupid.
waited for that mister for ard an hour plus.
hmms.
wanna claim money from him le! =

went to SUNTEC CITY for DONUTS!
yum yum yum!
so tasty & so yummy!
ordered a total of 18 donuts.
4 double choco, 2 spicy cheese,3 lemon cream heart, 2 lotus mocha,3 expresso, 1 hazelnuts in milk choco,1 coffee roasted almond,1 choco mint & 1 peanut choco!
yummy delicious!
so so so hyper!

limping all the way lorrs
ystd old uncle press nia
today swollen lorrs.
couldnt really stand properly
so pathetic!
wondering how to go work on fri....
so so sad!

this coming saturday is anna seah xiao mei de BBQ le.
haven get a present for her yet...
arghhh!
no time le larrhs.
mux fast fast go buy.
hhahahahahahahahahahaes.

bus-ed home with the mister lorrs.
slept on the bus...
as usual lorrs.
hhahahahahahahahahahaes.

Labels: DONUTS treats =O

12:20 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Wednesday, January 30, 2008Y

jux came back from tua.
so tiring!

hmms.
pay's out today.
ie didnt get the full amount.
WTF!
not only me can.
still gt 6 other person affected too.
hmpfh.
dunno wad they doing larrhs.
hopefully tom sabaria can give me an answer.

guess ie really wanna let go of anthony le.
ie thnx him for the memories.
thnx him for the time with me.
most imptly,
thnx him for letting me really understand wad true love is.
anw.
its all over!

mux thnx someone here.
and tat is MR HONGWEI.
thnx for always cheer-ing me up.
thnx for always making me smile with ur lame jokes.
thnx for helping me to search my SMILE back again.
ie miss-ed the smile which has not been on my face for so long.
its really hard to find it.
guess ie wun let it go anymore.
my heart's wound is still healing.
but ie believe that time can really do wonder.
trust me.
ue will see a diff me soon!
help me cheer when tat day comes!

Labels: ie've found my SMILE back ((=

5:28 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Tuesday, January 29, 2008Y

ie am so so so so HUNGRY now!

met up with hw jux now @ ard 8 plus?
was plain chatting all the way.
started to walk ard mmy hse area.
& started talking abt....
DONUTS!----from DONUT FACTORY!
double choc,spicy cheese, coffee.....
so on and so forth.
omfg.
ie am so tempted!
hmms.
we agreed to our first DONUT HUNT on 9th FEB.
third day of new year!

crazy us.
enough of that.
finally got all my CNY clothings ready.
it cost me more than 200 bucks can.
-_-"'...
more than a quater of my pay gone!
BOOF!!!!!!
pay wasnt out on the 28th.
its only out on 29th!
-____-''' siianned. >)
so angry with them,
no money le la...
hopefully new year gt big big ang baos!

guess ie will only be able to upload the pictures about two days later?
cux tom working morning shift.
plus afternoon needa go to god-dad's hse.
sin tuan got things on.
after that.
wed working closing.
dunno lleahs...
so tired of working le.
hhahahahahahahahahaes.
feel like stopping work & relax first.
but most probably is only a dream ba.

its been quite long since we break up.
guess ie have started learning how to let ue go.
but ie still get heartaches when ie think about ue.
guess ie still need time.
maybe time will be the best healing medicine for me.
ie will learn how to let go of ue.
trust me.
ie hope ue will lead a happier life w/o me.

*edited @ 1.23am*

Labels: its time to let go....

5:10 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Monday, January 28, 2008Y

blogging time!
wasnt blogging the past two days.

hmms.
ystd wasnt working.
went shopping with yee.
went down to orchard, marina square & suntec.
LOLS.
walked the whole day.
when coming back to tampines from suntec.
smth funny took place.
me & yee was waiting for bus.
den came two guys.
one wore blueish-black top, another wore white top.
as usual.
we were looking at theirn hairstyles all that.
the blue shirt guy seems to notice wad we were commenting on.
even though we were like 1m apart?
omfg.

while keeping a lookout for the bus.
ie noticed that the blue shirt guy was looking at me & smiling.
*omfg! so paiseh lorrs!*
no choice.
the traffic flow is coming in from their side.
so ie got no choice but to keep looking..
& when finally my bus came.
it was so FULL!
wee~
me & yee decided nt to hope on to it cux ie dun wan be sardine. ((=
nvm abt tat.
after that.
went back to my place to sit down.
that guy smiled at me again.
ie was wondering at that point of time.
is there smth on my face????
nvm den....
when their bus came
CITY SHOPPER 577
if ie didnt rmb wrongly.
its to ang mo kio,
they purposely took the rear sit.
and near the window.
when the bus pass by.
he smiled again!
OMFG~

okay
when their bus finally went off.
mine came.
this time round it wasnt so packed la.
reached tamp at around 8pm.
went to YA KUN TOAST to eat.
ordered a french toast set & additional 2 eggs.
yummy.
yee took 2 eggs & ie took 2.
shared the drink, TANGYZ MANGO.
wee~
ie seriously have fell in love with it.
lalalalalalalalas.

after eating
went to collect our movie tickets for
THE HOUSE.
overall rating for the movie was ****/*****
so its worth ur money to go watch lorrs!
hhahahahahahahahaes.
went home after that.
as usual.
supper-ed with sis at prata shop.
took the chicken soup & teh tarik.
still quite alright actually.
after that came home.
sis said she wanted to go to chester de hse.
so tag-ged along.
went till 5 plus lleahs.
shiok!!!!!
hhhahahahahahahahahaes
came home & slept till aabt 240 pm.
hhahahahahahahahahahahaes!

7:15 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Saturday, January 26, 2008Y

jux realised that my blog have been around for 25 months & 10days.2years plus since ie have been blogging wors.went down to ngee ann poly & nayang poly to check out.couldnt appl for DAE at np so when on to nyp.applied for nursing at nyp. came home at around 7plus den started to apply JSPAE. hopefully ie will be able to get into the course ie wan ba. made admendments to my JAE form. place-d early childhood as my first choice.cux my COP is much nearer. and after serious thought, it might be better for me.wondering whether ie should go and apply for DAE at rp.but seriously dunno wad course to choose in rp lorrs.... cux rp dun really got a course which interest me. lalalalalas~hmms.... really very worried abt my posting results. dunno whether will get anot. ie dun wanna land in ite. cux ie dun wanna dissapoint them. they are expecting me to get into a poly. luhs~ ie really dunno wad to do if ie get into ite....

12:40 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, January 25, 2008Y

O levels results out le!
still quite fine about the kind of results ie get.
anw.
I PASSED THE FUCKING O LEVELS!

10:40 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Thursday, January 24, 2008Y

its been sometime since ie blogg-ed eh?
so ie am back today.

will be getting back O levels results in another 11 hours time.
so damn nervous.
wondering will ie be able to get the course of my choice
will ie do well in this exam.
ie really hope ie wun fail to meet everyone's expectations.
cux everyone hopes that ie get below 20.
& ie expect myself to hit below 15.
hopefully ie will make it.
god, pls.
give me the strength!

went to eat at 201 with sy & qx.
ate black pepper chk chop as usual.
while on the way to 201 that time.
me & sy did smth crazy.
we ran across the road,
when one big big lorry is quite near to us.
hhahahahahahahahahahaes.
wondering wad more crazy things ie will do later on.
hoping ie wun breakdown.
ie already made the worse plan le.
worse come to worse study private diploma.
hopefully ie will be able to get into the course ie wan.

5:05 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, January 18, 2008Y

NGEE ANN POLY OPEN HOUSE.
cool man!
went there with belinda, gwen & leiyan[if nt wrong].
met up with shanon there.
they were really a bunch of cool ppl to hang out with!

went totally with gwen.
we were totally nt in control?
hhahahahahahahahahaes.
went to the teens magazine booth.
that guy only gave me the TEENS mag.
wth....
belinda was so so so jealous can....
not only her larrhs....
they made me walk back & take another 2 more copies.
so damn paiseh can.....
argh....
after that went to walk walk at their different schools.
got to noe more abt the courses ie am interested in.
so happy.
ended up with 3 goodie bags.
so heavy can....
but the trip was defintely worth it.
although wasted my ezlink fare.
*cux its adult fare already!*
but ie still think its worthwhile!

hmms.
ie seriously think tat ie cant let go of him.
ie am missing him like hell.
although ie went totally crazy today.
but my whole mind was jux plainly filled with him.
ie didnt notice till ie went staring in the blank on my bed jux now.
ie finally realised how much he make an impact in my life.
ie guess ie jux have to cruelly kill myself and drag back to reality.
cux its all over on 16 JANUARY 2008.
on 01012008,
ie still tot it will be a good start for the year.
but ended up it only lasted for 16 days.
ie hope ie will be able to pull myself back to reality soon.
ie MUST pull myself together!
listen hard:
this evonne will not be the evonne ue all used to noe anymore
by means & ways, ie will pull myself together & get moving on in life
ie am gonna show to the world that ie am not as weak as wad they thought to be.
ie dun care how ppl are gonna think about me from today onwards.
ie just wanna show to HIM* that evonne ong can survive w/o him!
ie will be perfectly fine and kicking alive till the day ie collapse!

3:54 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Thursday, January 17, 2008Y

16012008
the only day which make me hate BGR so much!

ue made empty promises towards me.
and only coming to say that ue are tired, and cant carry on this relationship.
ue murdered me.
by ur cruel actions & words.
ue made me felt like in heaven.
and totally pushed me down to hell today.

back to single life.
it might nt be as bad as wad ie think.
but the thing here is that ie put in every single bit of feeling ie have.
already half month le.
den come & say break.
ie dunno how to say le.
no mood to do anything now.

8:23 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Tuesday, January 15, 2008Y

ie am so so so tired!
ie dunno wad my mind thinking nw.
ie dunno wad ie wanna do now
ie dunno wad ie wan now!

siianned.
jux now went to walk walk.
tot of buying ring.
but asked the dear of mine wad his size.
he didnt replied.
so ie didnt buy any ring in the end.
bought a necklace with a clef instead..
spent quite alot today.
guess ie needa start saving soon.

another pair of couple ring caught hold of my sight.
haiish.
if that dear of mine is free.
ie would defintely get him to shop with me.
till now.
all ie have is the bear he bought for me on the first day.
ie am not trying to be greedy.
jux tat ie wish he can be with me.
ie really care too much to give up on him.
dear...
do ue noe that?
who noes wad ie am thinking actually...

8:20 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Monday, January 14, 2008Y

blogging time....
actually nth much to blog oso.

bryan wong & quan yifeng came to giant ystd & today.
they came to flim the fame show, fortune festival @ giant 2008.
they come only.
my counter damn bloody no sales
everyone go & see them only....
WTF!
UTD sales figure: abt 10k.
shit larrhs....
everyone asking wad happening to us.....
haiish....
nt we dun wan to earn sales....
is really no customer!

hmms....
ie listening to songs on lappy now.
but....
WITH A EAR PIECE ON....
cux dun wanna hear ppl talk.
very sick & tired of listening to them nag le....

3:42 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Sunday, January 13, 2008Y

blogging day.

so damn bored today.

work work work....

so boring....

sales not even good can?

hmms.

wasnt feeling very well today.

nearly vomited.

haiish.

dunno wad damn wrong things ie eat.

somemore the stupid fliming was taking place.

lagi no sales lorrs.

siianned diao.

was beating mosquito all the way.

stupid

things seems to be going on fine between me and dear.

ie am so so so glad.

cux at least ie start to understand wad he is thinking.

this will really help our relationship.

ie really dun wanna let go of him hand.

ie really love him too much to take the blow of losing him.

so dear.

please say out wadever 's on ur mind.

thank you so so much!

arghhh.....

having big headache!

tom mux reach workplace by 8am.

cux 9am got shooting again.

second part.

today flim first part only.

WTF!

guess ie nt slping tonites

cux slp le confirm cant wake up tom.

fuck off!

all the nek nek fault.

wan me to reach at 8 zuo bo lan.

if nt ie can slp tonites de.

shag!!!!!!

5:20 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Saturday, January 12, 2008Y

blogging....
so siianned.

nothing much to blog about seriously.
was chatting to dear online jux now.
he finally call me le.
hmms....
when the dear word finally came out.
ie felt so tired all of a sudden.
for the past few days ie have been waiting for it
& ie finally got it today.
ie am really very happy.
guess its fine between us again!

hmms....
went to boonlay today.
ate KFC & saw two guys.
wth....
so cute lorrs.
budden ie wun put my mind on others anymore.
cux ie am really contented with wad ie have now.
ie am contented to have jux one boyf,
anthony tan.
he is a very sweet guy.
guess its really my luck for being able to have him.
thanky dear!

guess ie will be slping early tonites.
feel so sleepy now.
btw.
sorry dear.
ie didnt meant to hurt myself on purpose,
ie jux couldnt take it ystd.
the scar will serve as a reminder to me of wad ie did.
ie swear ie will not be this chong dong again.
thanks for being so understanding dear,
ie really dun wanna lose ue!
happy 12th day tgt!

5:22 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Friday, January 11, 2008Y

its jux another day....

called dearest at 11 plus.
was telling him how much he meant to me.
ie was crying all the way from bus till home.
ie dun wan to lose dear & this relationship.
ie really love dear alot.
we have promises between each other to carry out.
ie wan to hold ur hand for as long as ie can.
ie dun wanna let go of ur hand.
cux from the first day we started.
ie knew ue are the special one for me.
ue did things which my other exs wun.
ie really miss those days when we jux started.
everything was so simple.
no quarrels. no fights.
ie really missed it alot.
ie regretted so much telling ue all those things the night before.
ie am really sorry for not being reasonable.
sorry for nt being more understanding.
hopefully by the time ue wake up.
ue have a decision on mind.
ie jux wanna stay by ur side and hold ur hands.
& of course continue this simple relationship.

went to watch one miss call with shingyee.
rating isnt very well
cux the story line was much copied from the red candy which is the japanese version of one miss call.
the japanese version wan was much better.
but overall.
the ending was lame can.
exactly like wad happened in red candy.
stupid ba.....

if ie can choose all over again.

ie wun choose to tell ue those things ie told ue.

5:54 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Thursday, January 10, 2008Y

blogging time.
sometimes ie am really glad that ie have a blog.
at least there is somewhere in this wide world which ie can talk.

ie am actually very glad that ie found my dearest.
he is really this special to me since the first day.
he is always this sweet to me.
understanding me.
always tolerating with my nonsensical ideas.
and always tolerating with my temper.
thank you dear.
ue are really very impt to me.
ie guess this is the first time ie am saying such things abt my boyf online.
cux ie guess the promise between us will last.
ie take our relationship this seriously.
ie hope we will really last long long.

ie am sorry to make ue tolerate with my nonsense ystd night.
ie didnt noe whye the feeling jux came & ie called ue and rattle off.
sorry dear.
ie guess it my disorder acting up again.
ie haven really told ue abt it.
guess gonna find a time & really explain to ue.
ie hope after ue hear abt it ue will still love me as who ie am.
ie guess ue really would.
cux ie trust ue.

hmms.
walked in the rain ystd.
guess ie sick le
cux ie am sneezing again.
guess dear is gonna scold me again if he noes.
no choice.
cux ie cant go up by back door.
so got to walk by front entrance.
walk half way den rain heavily.
den ie lazy run oso.
so jux continued to walk in the rain.
got to go le.
cant blog too much too.
needa slp and work tom.

4:50 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Wednesday, January 09, 2008Y

heyo!
back to blogging finally.
was kinda busy these few days.
was busy setting up the CNY counter.

dearest is so sweet luh.
42 hrs didnt see him den he came to acc me for an hour plus only.
luh luh luhs....
missed him like crazy ended up only saw him for an hour.
wth....
den after that never see him le....
cux he needa study.
ie wan him tot concentrate on studies ba.
cux he wanna support me.
so mux study hard to earn high salary!
thnx so much, MR ANTHONY TAN.

doin facial now.
didnt noe so tiring...
my eyes jux felt like closing.
tom maybe gg back to school.
cux nt working.
but mummy dunno....
so gg out to slack slack slack.
so go back school first.
miss the teachers there.
pay them a visit first.
den go to giant acc shingyee makan.
luhs....
thats the end!

5:44 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。

Thursday, January 03, 2008Y

a new year
a new start.

ie might be a bit too late cux its already 020108....
but ie would still like to wish everyone out there HAPPY 2008!
on the last day of 2007...
we were working.
was helping out at customer service.
dunno wad wrong they did.
4 of us were asked to go home & no need come the next day.
so on 010108....
went out with anthony, shingyee & qi xiang.
we were so damn bo liao.
took 27 to compass point to eat.
den after that came back tampines again.

ie might be too fast.
in terms of relationships development.
ie've got a new starting on 2008.
yeahs.
it might look too fast.
but ie am still glad that ie found him.
dun wonder who he is as yet.
his name appeared once in this post.
& its gonna appear more in my blog.
thanks for saying im ur only one!
hopefully our relationship can last.
which ue also wanted.
lets work together to make this relationship last.
jiayou!

slept around 4am ystd.
& was woken up by a damn phone call.
this dumb company has been calling me since dec 2007.
wtf.
told them not gonna give my personal particulars.
still wan try means & ways to get it.
wtf.....
dun need lure me....
cux ie noe ie wun be so lucky as to win the prize ue mentioned.
hhahahahahahaahahaes.
ie am not so navie.
lalalalalalalalalalas~

results will be out soon.
hopefully it will be within my expectations to allow me into my course.
if not ie really will make SIMEI ITE my second home.
lalalalalalalalalalas....
hopefully ie will meet expectations
& move on to a poly of my choice.

2:29 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。