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Tuesday, December 11, 2007Y

today aint a good day for me.
almost quarrelled with dearest.
tried giving in to him.
end up ie said nth to prevent the quarrel.
he's also re-thinking abt our relationship le.
its only our 9th day tgt.
& things are happening in such a frightening speed.

this afternoon dearest didnt pick up my phone calls.
sms-ed him also didnt reply.
ie was so damn fucking worried.
cried in public.
while waiting for the damn shuttle bus to giant.
cried on the bus too.
told myself not to cry any further cux my eyes swollen.
he only pick-ed up my phone calls when ie was on the shuttle bus.
although it lessen-ed my worries.
but ie still cried.
cux ie dun think ie can afford to lose him at this point of time.
he was always there when ie needed him.
& now ie dun wish to lose him when ie needed him the most.
please dearesst.
promise me nt to hide anything from me.
ie would defintely appreciate these!

ie think ie am gonna KO infront of my lappy soon.
my eyes are so swollen & heavy.
guess ie cried too much this afternoon.
but dearest noe nth at all.
didnt let him noe.
cux ie dun wan him to be worried of me.
he already have alot of things to worry for.
so ie guess ie dun wan add on to his burden le.
sorry dearest.
didnt mean to hide these from ue.

reckon that we cant last very long ba.
is nt that ie dun have confidence.
jux that the story is too complicated.
although we are tgt finally after alot of things.
but ie still dun think we can last.
never mind.
ie dun wan the ending.
ie only wanna enjoy the process.....


5:45 PM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。