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Wednesday, August 29, 2007Y

another post for the day.
yesterday went to eunos.
sin tuan.
actually my backache will be heal.
in the end.
kena nagged all the way.
didnt understand whye ie didnt say anything out.
yet ah pei noe every single thing that ie was thinking.
he's jux a "stranger" to me.
yet he noe me so well.
yet ie've been living with ppl around me
but they dun understand me.
yeah.
ie jux cant put down my family ties.
he wants me to save myself.
he even want me to catch back my confidence.
whye does he noe so much?
ie cant accept the fact.
he even noe that ie am jealous&feeling unfair
wants me to get rid of this unfair feeling.
iem like.
WTF. hellos.
ie've been suffering.
yet one word from ue.
n ie need to give up everything izzit.
ue noe me well.
yet ue wan me to do things that is against my principles.
WTF!!!! ie m not gonna do that.
ue said that if ue were to help me.
can ie help my siblings & cousins?
ie said ie dun feel like [cux iem tired- although ie never say, ue knew it]
ue said alrites.
if ie dun wan to help them.
at least ie mux help myself.
how should ie????
ue know how lousy ie am feeling.
yet ue dun wan me to allow me feel better.
instead.
ue wan to make me feel even lousy.
ie m begining to belief that ie m not give any chances.
everyone gets a new chance.
although ie did not die that time.
ie noe its a new chance.
but if ue were to save me & give me this chance.
n allow me to suffer more.
ie rather die.
serious.
ie dun need this type of chance
do ue noe that?
ie dun really think that ue understand this.
cux ue've never been through.
come on.
jux think about it.
all these years ie m suffering in silence.
till yesterday when ue said that.
ie tot someone really understood me.
yet.
ue dissappointed me.
ue wanted me to give in somemore eh.
ie will jux tell ue this.
IE CANT GIVE IN ANYMORE!

5:35 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。