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ii feel so FUCKED up! ii dunno whye... ii jux feel lyk scoldiin tiish F*** word todae... especially when ii rmb maii feellings... ii tried to numb maiiself... budden ii couldn't! ii feel lyk goiin back to daes where ii kann cut maiiself! ii wan tat kiind of lyfe and freedom! ii wan to be back the old self! yew all kann sae ii am mad... yessh ii am... practically because of stress,shattered feelings and mani more... ii dunno hw to describe... ii onlii noe ii am feelin screwed up there... so dun care aniimore abt miie!
ii kannt do whatever iish iin tiish song... ii will breakdown... ii wiil giive up! ii kannorrt be lyk someone strong... ii kannorrt aniimore... ii am tired... so dun care abt miie aniimore...
yesterdae night we went to the hospital to visit maii grand-auntie's husband... he iish staeiin at cgh at ward 18... so we went there to search... and ii passed by bed 26... ah ma used to stae at ward 26 before she pass awae... ii suddenly missed her verii muchiie... ii dunno whye... the sight of the bed made miie felt lyk cryiing... abt 2 or 3 months ago, ii was still there... tryiin to coax her into drinkin up the milk... and now? she's gone... so ii kind of felt lyk cryiing yesterdae... ii tot ii will never get a chance to go back to there again... yet ii gorrt it yesterdae... even a glimpse of it was perfectly fine for miie... ii realli wiish to see maii grandma againx...
to ah ma: do yew noe how muchiie ii miissed yew? would yew please come and visit miie? ii hope yew would bring ah gong and ah gu along... ii miissed them as well... ii noe yew would... ii will be goiin to pray on lantern festival... its yur birthdae! maybii yew kann cum to miie dreams and tell miie wad yew would lyk? ii would buy it for yew! as long as ii get to see yew again!
ii realli wanna cry out loud and scream out loud! ii dunno wad ii kann do now... exams ard the corner... and ii gorrt so manii problems to face to... ii dunno how to handle it... so? jux let it go barrhs... ii jux wanna study and pass maii eoy... ii wan to finish maii studiies... and complete maii dreams... ii will... cux ii promiised ah ma before to study hard hard... so tat ii kann lead a better life in the future...
