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Friday, September 01, 2006Y

hmms...
tiish iish maii second post here...
thanks zhi wei for tryin to talk me around.
i noe ii m terribly stubborn..
budden kant help it tat muchiie...
cux ii realli kant bear to see maii grandma sufferin...
she lyk sufferin so muchiie...
yet ii kant do a single thing for her...
it realli hurts maii heart to see her in tiish condition...
its lyk i rather i suffer lorrs...
its stil better to see her, an old lady, suffering so much!
its lyk piercin maii heart wiib a few hundred knives...



it hurts miie so muchiie deep down...
wad's worse iish lyk wad ii said...
ii kant do aniitiink!
ii realli feel lyk screamiin out loud!!!!
ii rather ii get knock over by the car...
rather den seeiin her iin tiish state nw...
ii wan maii gud old healthy grandma back!!!
why iisiit lyk tiish...
she iish maii best grandma...
she taught miie hw to cook...
brought miie up...
n nw.... all ii kann do iish jux see her suffer...
yea...
yew all might sae sickness n death is part n parcel of life...
budden yew all dunno hw muchiie it hurts to see her sufferin frm renal failure n internal bleedin...
its lyk...
ii dunno hw to describe...
ii m lost!!!



7:09 AM
愛情沒有對或錯，只有珍惜和錯過。