hehes! i jux came back norrt long ago worrs!nowadays... i think ii m realli numbin moii self wiib work!ii finally noe why moii heart feels so lonely...
edmund let mii noe da answer yesterdae midnight...
ii m still waitin for hiim... tats da ffact...
although*he n *her r together...
ii still will kiip hiim dere n wiish dem da best...
although ii was sad to noe da ffact...
ii miiss hiim! tats da ffact...5 more daes to 5 months!ii m awaitin... budd ii dunno how long ii can survive...ii feel tat moii heart iish gonna stop any moment...ii dunno how to kiip it goin...ii cant find excuses for it...ii didnt manage to bii strong...ii didnt manage to face reality...ii didnt manage to do muchiie things...how muchiie ii wiish u were here by moii side now...ii realli miiss euu!ii dunno why... tat feelin of u avoidin mii iish back...u promiised mii u wun!ii hate iit...i regretted tell u dose tings...ii realli regretted it!ii m upset of moiiself...ii hate moii self...ii m angry, upset, dissapoint iin moiiself...ii m devasted...nth can explain tiish feelin now...ii dunno how to...ii realli dun....ii realli dunno how moii heart iish gonna kiip beating..ii dunno... onli u can do it...ii m miissin u every min...ii hope to hear frm u soon...miss ya lots lots...20 nov 2005... 201105...
